Not everyone chooses to be silent, because many of them are busy doing things, but until now Aksena is still focused on her choice.
Now that Aksena was quietly relaxing while calming her feelings and also her head, she was quite relaxed sitting in the Garden.
Aksena's casualness began to slowly fade when Aksena's gaze, which was originally paying attention to unimportant things, became seeing something important?
Not.
The reason that makes Aksena feel that her calmness is shrinking is not because she sees something important, but that she sees a man she knows enough now walking towards her.
Just seeing him walking towards him makes him feel uneasy, because it is mixed with an existing anxiety, then what happens if that person really comes up to him and sits next to him?
"What are you doing here? Can't do it for a while to let me calm down?" Aksena asked with a look in her eyes that she kept focusing on watching the guy she didn't like at all.
The wind blew strong enough that originally felt soothing to him, now it even feels nothing, the wind just passed by, as if he didn't consider himself to exist.
Mervin moved his gaze away for a while. "I didn't bother you earlier," Mervin said no harm.
The thing that made him able to lightly say this, because he was quite aware that before, he hadn't disturbed Aksena, and he even casually let Aksena, who he said, wanted to go to the Canteen himself.
"Is it true that if you don't bother me, can you make your life worse?!" asked Aksena who returned to her habit, she could easily turn sensitive when met with Mervin.
"Yes," Mervin replied without seeming to think long or seriously.
Mervin's light answer made Aksena frown, she didn't understand where Mervin's conversation was going at all, why could she lightly agree that she would be amazed when she didn't nod Aksena.
"What's the connection?" asked Aksena who indeed he could not find any possibility that could intercede between the hungry Mervin and him who did not nod himself.
"Affection hungry," Mervin replied so lightly.
A smile that looks like it blooms is engraved so beautifully, like flowers blooming in a garden and bringing the cool breeze that blows.
"The feeling is that I have never given you affection, but why when I am not the same you become a hungry of affection?" asked Aksena so honestly.
Until now, Aksena does not feel that she has given Mervin any affection, so Mervin should not feel hunger now if not with her.
"Why don't you give me affection?"
Mervin's tone was really so relaxed, he was not at all provoked by Aksena who had spoken in a high tone.
When usually girls who give in and are more patient when with their guys, because they have a trait that is enough to make their brains hot, another thing with the relationship between Aksena and Mervin.
When Aksena and Mervin are together, Mervin becomes a person just like that, he tries to be ordinary, even though he is on the verge of emotions.
Actually, Mervin is not a person who can be categorized as a patient, because he when he is with others, does not like to wait, does not want to choose to dampen his emotions when the other person is already fishing.
Is it true that if a guy is with a girl he loves, then his bad qualities will try to be eliminated so that a comfort can be obtained by his girl?
If that's the case, then Mervin has done it, he still behaves meekly, when Aksena behaves so sloppy and also a high tone.
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"Listen to me!" exclaimed Aksena who did not want to have to repeat what she said later.
Where that sentence is the reason why dai does not give an affection to a man who allegedly expects an affection from him.
So gentle, Mervin nodded his head without averting his gaze which from earlier seemed to focus on watching the face of the beautiful girl in front of him.
"I heard it from earlier," Mervin said in a light tone.
"People will give their affection to the person they care about and you should realize that you are not the person I love!" explained Aksena in an emphasizing tone.
Here Aksena is so anxious if Mervin realizes that he is not the person Aksena wants, let alone he cares about, so it is not surprising that Aksena's attitude to Mervin is like this.
Aksena was already so upset about this, that she was already very irritated facing Mervin, she wanted Mervin to be able to come to her senses about reality immediately.
Hearing what Aksena had explained, made Mervin so lightly ask, "Who is the person you love?"
Getting a question like that, makes Aksena confused about what to give an answer, because she has difficulty mentioning the name of the man she is caring about.
Then Who exactly is the person Aksena loves?
Why can't Aksena love Mervin?