After getting out of the hospital, I still slept with Damian. I still had nightmares and everything, but Damian was always there to soothe me, and everything would feel better.
One night I longed for Rai so much that I asked Damian to touch me.
“Damian.. Touch me.. Please..” I begged him.
“Are you sure, Baby girl?” He asked with hesitation in his voice.
“Yes.. Please be Rai tonight.. I need Rai’s touch..” I said as I began to kiss him passionately.
He only hesitated for a second before he kissed me back and touched me tenderly; he even called me 'Princess'. But I didn't want it. No matter how hard he tried to be Rai, their touches were too different. His touches ignited every fiber in my body that I always felt my inhibitions slipped away from me, making me wild with passion. In the end, I asked him to call me 'Baby girl' because I wanted him to love me as himself. He understood.. He always understood me.
