We spent the next few days happily, normal. Rai was able to join us more, though he was still sleeping a lot.
Rai kept hugging me, and Damian sometimes told me he loved me when he thought Rai was not looking. I couldn’t say I loved him too, as I didn’t want to hurt Rai anymore. Damian seemed to understand as he never asked me about my feelings.
One day, as we were watching tv, me in-between Rai and Damian, Rai asked me if I wanted to live someplace else, not Indonesia.
Of course I said yes. I wanted to live in Melbourne.
“Why Melbourne, Princess? Why not Paris or any other place?” he asked curiously.
“Hmmm.. You know I spent a few years in Melbourne, right?” I asked both Rai and Damian.
Both of them nodded.