'Empty' - the only word to describe what I was feeling.
More than a week had passed since I last saw Rai and Damian. My place felt empty. Usually, Damian would make me laugh, and Rai would love me, but now I was all alone. This really saddened me. I missed them. I missed being around them. I missed being held by Rai.. To be loved by him.. To see his gentle smile.. To see his loving gaze.. I missed Rai so much that I couldn’t stop thinking about him.
At that moment, I realized I really did love Rai more than Damian. All this time, I thought I was just forcing myself to believe that I loved Rai more than Damian out of guilt, but that wasn’t the case. While being alone, I thought about Rai way more than I thought about Damian. I wanted to be with Rai more than anything in the world. But how could I face him after what happened? I didn’t know what to do. All I knew was that I missed him so much that it hurt.
