Haider,s discover

asslam o alaikum mera naam haider ali hai mene metric ki hui hai or mein pchle 3 saal se jobless hun esliye kafi pareshan sa rehta hun mere waaldain ne bhut kch kiya mere liye pr mein abhi tk unka sahara nhi ban parha meri maa kbhi ghr se nhi nikli carona ke waqt itne halat khrb hogye majboran meri maa ko ghr ghr jaa k kaam karna par rha hai ye mere liye mar jane ka muqam hai pr jab bhi esa koi khayal aata hai to apne waaldain ki tasaveer dekhta hun dukh share krne k liye koi acha dost bhi nhi esliye mein apni pareshani se stuff peene lag gya jo mein kbhi nhi chahta tha pr bhut pareshani ki wajah se ye qadam uthana par rha hai warna mein es kadar pareshan hota hun k dimagh ki nuss damage hojaye allah pe bharosa hai beshuk ye azmaish ki gharri haii