Ectasy

As a 17 years old daughter, I have spent all my life hoping for love, but doesn't seems to be happening, Rita, is such a beautiful name but I don't know what is wrong with me, honestly I hardly got approached by boys, Is it because I'm Short, Ahhhhh, I kept on wondering why love doesn't seems to locate me, My life have been full of sadness, when I'm out for walk, I usually see beautiful young Peoples with there love one, I used to admire them a lot, Mummy used to tell me "Rita you are such a darling and everyman will love to have you as a wife" not Anymore again😭, Cuz she past away some months ago, it really hard for me, My Dad have been so busy for my liking, He hardly discussed issues with me, He left me in the hands of Nana Flora, She is a true replacement of my mom, I love my nana alot, I used to tell her everything I'm feeling, She is always there when I need her. Occupying myself with studies sucks, I used to ask what the use of me having a phone, without having a phone call from my love ones.