Tears formed in my eyes but I suppressed myself. I will not cry. I will not cry because I don't want to look pitiful. The least thing I could do right now is to save my pride. I already lost everything. I should at least keep my pride.
'You should not give up. You should still fight for your life–'
'Fight? How can I fight when I am this powerless, Raja? Tell me how can I fight when I am so weak… how can I fight when I'm not even capable of defending myself? Let's just accept that we can do nothing in this matter.'