It's about the time the holidays were on. No plans for anything during summer holidays due to grandmother's health condition .
That same feeling arises everyday whenever I sit with myself .Nobody else,only me and myself.It was a very strange feeling. It felt like someone else was controlling me. That feeling was the main thing that was making my life worse as it was making me sad for no reason.After i have conversation with one good friend of mine Addy ,I found out the reason behind my sadness.Ahan! well,the reason was 'Nothing'.What does it mean? It means I was being sad and depressed for no reason .And it was much worse, that I was so upset for no reason.Well !The biggest impact of this was on my studies and my health.
How can it be possible that a person is so troubled without any reason and is doing so much harm to himself?Yes !it is possible in the way it was possible with me.
That mighty power ,was the one that had control over me.And what is this power?. It is none other than me, that part of my mind which was controlling my mind and was becoming more powerful than my mind.But how did this happen? It is also not good to think too much.Negative thinking fills negativity in our mind and life.Thats why we should always be positive.
But now that I had increased the power of negativity in my mind by thinking negative so much , how would I fix it?
It was my own fight with my own mind, which was part of me and was becoming powerful because of me.When everything was happening to my own self and was being done by myself then there was only one solution for this.That was me .I was the solution of my problems .
The day I realised that I was harming myself without any means but just because of negative thinking,I found a solution for my problem.All i had to do was to weaken that negative part of my mind,And I had to give birth to a new part in my mind and make it more powerful than that .And what was the name of this new part?that was 'positivity'This was the only part that could overcome the negativity.
Did nothing much just realised,thought ,and overcome .
Yes!! it fixed me. it is called the power of mind. Everything is within us .we have to decide whether we have to be happy or troubled always .
i realised that I had CONTROL OVER THE CONTROLLER
Lol !!how it really worked.I was shocked and happy too.