"In the end, you can't do anything, right?"
It was the most piercing question Arta had ever asked Jane after the war in Bali, when the girl finally managed to meet Arta and demanded the truth. She knew, she understood what Arta was saying. She had realized that from the start too.
She was never useful.
Not strong enough, not even smart enough, the one thing she can do is only be troublesome, be a burden.
She knows that especially because of her selfishness that continues to want to be human and refuses to eat others. Jane knew what she was getting into because of those decisions.
Wonu dies, Cuna is also helpless.
She was tired of all the kinds of deaths that had befallen her ever since the tornado hit them in Jakarta. It was also what ultimately made Jane decide to no longer be attached to all members of Berawa, whoever they were. She ended up spending a whole year trying to live on her own, in every dirty way she knew, in every cunning way she could.