Road Side, Unknown City, Unknown State.....
Exhaustion etched itself into the pale face of Lex as he sat for a few moments on the side of the road puffing on one of Lonnie's left over cancer sticks. He wore the suit jacket draped over his shoulders despite the blazing heat that beamed down on him and the heated car that was beside him. He couldn't bring himself to drive away from this place, the last place where he and Lonnie had traveled before everything came to an abrupt end. He would never forgive himself for even suggesting they stop at that diner in the first place, but there was little he could do about it now. He continued to sit in the heat as his lungs burned from the repeated drags he'd taken from the cigarette that now dangled from his thin pink lips. His face was getting to be a bit rough due to the rapidly growing hairs forming something akin to a beard and his bleach blond locks were soaked via sweat from his sitting out in the heat. He wore a black t-shirt beneath Lonnie's grey suit jacket and a pair of denim jeans with white sneakers.
If that wasn't an indication to his devotion, a black pair of Lonnie's sunshades were dangling from the collar portion of his shirt and folded neatly in front of his chest as he took in the heat. He had no desire to leave this place when all he could feel was unyielding rage from what had occurred. The men responsible were going to pay for shooting his lover and he needed only to find them to make that happen.
After taking another drag from the cigarette led to a cough and Lex took it out of his mouth inhaling the scent and recalling how Lonnie always smelled faintly like smoke and ash.
No one else on earth understood Alexei the way Lonnie Collins did, it was almost amusing to think of it now. When they met it wasn't anything of the sort. In fact being held at knife point was about as fun as Lonnie being shot on some nights.
It took a few tries and numerous walk outs and temper tantrums to even come to terms with the fact that his relationship with Lonnie was something he wanted more than anything else in the world.
Now he'd been alone and with still no word on whether or not his lover did survive the shooting from the diner, he was left to assume the worst and naturally it only made things worse for him.
Lex got to his feet, having enough of wallowing in self pity before he took his time examining the car again. It was badly in need of water and oil, something that they never got around to seeing to before stopping to eat. Revisiting the memory of that dreaded morning, Lex recalled seeing a mechanic shop on the way into town and decided to take the car there for the time being. It was an easy fix and he had the money, Lonnie had seen to that.
Without further deliberation, Lex hopped into the driver seat and started the engine. It was still strange being behind the wheel after so long being a passenger. The heated car was stifling and the leather from the seats was sticking to his jeans, but he managed to endure it.
Independence wasn't at all what he thought it would be when he thought back to all those sleepless nights he spent in his grandparents make-shift laundry room where they kept his bed. In the old apartment in the city. It was cramped place as it was but they made it a point to make him feel uncomfortable. He had not missed them, not in the least, they were extraordinary awful to him during his time in their care and not a day went by that he didn't want to get as far away from them as he possibly could.
Lonnie had come into his life some time after they had gone out of it and Lex couldn't have been more pleased. While his grandfather had taught him to drive mostly so he could chauffeur him around when ever the old man pleased, Lex had not been very comfortable with it or going long distances when he had to. A lot had changed since then as being with Lonnie had apparently made him bolder.
It might not have been the best kind of love to many people, but it was something to Lex, as Lonnie seemed to understand him in ways no one else ever could nor did they try to. His private struggles with his sexual identity was something he lived with alone for as long as he could remember. Lonnie didn't seem to mind in the least that he often went in either direction. His dark chaotic eyes always held the same longing and unbridled passion that was present ever since they met whenever he looked at him.
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Narrow Rock, Roadside Motel, Unknown City, Unknown State.....
A knock on the small white door of the bathroom startled Alexei as he attempted to finish fitting into the slim black dress he'd managed to buy before they left the clothing store. He was nervous about showing it to Lonnie, there was no telling what kind of mood he'd be in after one of his drunken benders, but then again he was privy to a lot of private things about him thus far this was probably nothing new to him. Still it was a lot to actually let someone else see him as he wished to be seen. With one last look into the mirror, Lex took a deep breath and opened the bathroom door.
The bedroom was filled with smoke as per the usual whenever Lonnie had been around and smelled of his cologne and sweat, he took off his jacket and threw it into the nearby chair along with many of his other pieces of attire. He was sitting on the edge of the bed and staring at the television there was a brief news report about a missing person, but he seemed uninterested in it. Lonnie turned his attention to Lex whom had approached him wearing the tight fitting low cut black dress and a wig that he managed to grab as well.
"Fuck." was all Lonnie had said as he watched Lex approach his more feminine features fit nicely in the dress while his limp, but still masculine shoulders could have used some work.
Lex couldn't hide his nerves getting the better of him. This was the first time anyone had seen him dressed up like a woman before. He spent most of his youth trying to fit in with the male classmates only to be bullied for not being big enough or strong enough for their activities. The girls had not been much fun either siting him as too much of a boy to be in their clubs or friend groups. Believing himself to be forever a loner, Lex stopped trying to fit in all together.
"Come here." said Lonnie his chaotic gaze not leaving Lex as the teen continued to approach him.
Up close, Lex could see that Lonnie had been stripped down to a white tank top undershirt and his blue checkered boxers as he sat on the edge of the bed. The blond teen finally reached him and felt Lonnie's rough calloused hands move along the ample part of his backside.
"This what you wanted to show me?" he asked his gaze still held an almost insane level of desire.
"Y-Yes." replied Lex unsure of how to feel with Lonnie's apparent approval. Truthfully, he had not planned this far ahead.
Lonnie smirked pulling the lad via his hips toward him as he sat on the bed. Lex sat on his lover's lap as per the indication and his legs dangled beside Lonnie's as he used one hand to wrap around the younger man's waist to hold him in place and the other to trail his fingers up and down his exposed thighs.
At the sensation of his lover's touch, something like lightening in his fingertips had sent a jolt all through the younger man's body as Lex found himself unable to do much about the quickly visible erection he'd been sporting as Lonnie chuckled in his ear before kissing his neck.
Lex attempted to bite back the moan that escaped from his lips knowing that Lonnie had far too much control over him. Still there was little he could do as the older man's hand slipped up the dress and continued to trail along his body.
"L-Lonnie..." whimpered Lex before he could catch himself.
The older man suddenly pulled back his eyes dark as he glared at him.
"What the fuck did you call me?" he asked narrowing them at the younger man clad in the black dress.
"D-Daddy." replied Lex dutifully. "Please....Daddy...I....didn't mean to..."
Lonnie's eyes flashed a flicker of aggression before he seemed to quell his temper enough to get to his feet.
"Get on the bed." he growled barely concealing his annoyance.
Lex did as he was told knowing better than to linger when given a direct order. The lad found himself faced down in the pillows as Lonnie climbed onto the bed. The all too familiar sensation of his not so kind intrusion caused the now writhing Lex to grip the sheets with all his might and scream out into the pillows to muffle the sound.
"Fuuuccckkkk." growled Lonnie, Lex didn't have to see his face to know that he'd been unable to keep his eyes open the moment he plunged into his younger lover. "Always so fucking wet...."
He pressed his lips into Lex's back trailing a series of heated kisses along the smooth milky flesh that his height afforded him to be able to do. Lex hissed having his cock pressed into the mattress each time Lonnie thrust forward.
"Fuck." growled Lonnie once more gripping the hips of Lex as he began to thrust forward harder driving the boy nearly head first into the headboard that beat against the wall in time with his pace.
Lex was use to Lonnie's aggression, he found it to be beneficial to him in some instances. Other times, he knew very well that Lonnie couldn't control it. It was one of the things about him that most people never would have been able to deal with.
More fevered kisses passed between them and Lex begged Lonnie to change positions. The older man had not liked taking orders but honored the request which ended up with Lex's legs wrapped around Lonnie's body while he lied on his back amid the messy sheets and toppled pillows.
Lex would never admit it out loud, but he liked watching Lonnie while they had sex. He was a fascinating wonder in any situation but staring into his darkening eyes as he held up his larger and more masculine body above the younger man's was something for the senses.
Another series of heated kisses and Lonnie started nibbling along Lex's neck his thrusts still held a measure of aggression and the mattress was getting a work out in the process, but it was well worth it as far as the younger man had been concerned.
There was something different at the time about Lonnie's endless pounding, as if the dress had set him off in some way. Lex tried his best not to smile as he thought about how easily he'd gotten to the man whom had more sway over his body than he did.
Once more day break had been on the horizon and Lex found himself stifling a scream as Lonnie's cock fired rope after rope of his release deep inside his young body. The older man grunted kissing Lex on the lips as his cock continued to pulse inside the now panting Lex who's own cock had done something similar spraying them both in the process.
Lonnie collapsed onto his side of the bed gasping for breath briefly before rolling onto his back and staring up at the ceiling. Lex's own body felt quite heavy but he was a bit disappointed when he felt Lonnie's cock slip from inside him and the unwanted breeze along his pale skin after being exposed to the early morning chill. He had not recalled how Lonnie had managed to get the dress off him but he found it on the floor along with the remainder of Lonnie's attire.
Both men were naked beneath the heavily soaked sheets and glistened in the moonlight via sweat from their exertions. Lonnie passed out first, possible due to the aid of all the booze he drank previously and Lex simply crawled closer to the slumbering man. He was out like a light and it made the younger man smile briefly. It seemed the only time Lonnie had been at peace was when he was asleep and well after being sexually sated.
He had not been asleep long before he seemed to instinctively reach out for Lex whom had been all too thrilled to curl up with him and drift off to dreamland in his own right. As he laid there with his head resting on Lonnie's chest, it had occurred to him that his lover was more than comfortable with him being however he wished when in his presence.
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Road Side, Unknown City, Unknown State.....
Tears streamed down the cheeks of Lex as he continued his drive. He did his best to wipe them away as he caught notice of the auto shop he and Lonnie had passed the previous week. He pulled up not truly knowing what to expect, but he knew the car needed basic maintenance and would be ready in time for his trip back home. The memories of his time with his lover only seemed to make his rage at his possible murder all the more valid.
"What can I do for you?" asked the mechanic his accent thick with a southern tone and his vocabulary seemed stagnant.
Lex blinked for a few moments before looking at the man before him.
He was an average sized man with long dirty blond hair and dark blue eyes, his pale flesh was covered in obscene black colored tattoos and he wore a rather familiar looking jumpsuit. His mind took him back to the attempted robbery and he found himself enraged, but kept his cool in front of the unsuspecting man.
The mechanic seemed to have a bit of difficulty with one of his arms, favoring it some times and gripping the towel as if it pained him to behave as if everything was well.
"Just need a light tune up." replied Lex remembering how Lonnie spoke to people like this.
"Alright, I'll take a look at it." said the mechanic focused on the car. "Should have it ready in a little while."
He turned his attention to his associate and motioned for him to join him as they looked over the car. Lex kept his keys not in the least trusting them not to go through the stuff he had packed in the trunk, there was little else in the car of importance out side of that, he had cleared all the cash from the glove compartment and aside from Lonnie's cigarettes and a empty vodka bottles, there was a pack of used condoms in the back seat that Lex had no use for.
When the associate arrived, Lex noted that the name on the jumpsuit for the first mechanic said "Tucker". The pensive lad got out of the car and let them get to work while he wandered about town for a few supplies and something to eat. His suspicion remained on the two employees of the shop and their very distinctive jumpsuits. The other man whom seemed to have some difficulty with his work and spoke about a recent injury that was nagging him before setting to work on the car.
By the time Lex finished his errands, the car was finished and he left the auto shop to return to the motel.
As much as he had planned to take his leave of this town once and for all, there was some unfinished business he had to attend to first.