it seem just like yesterday day though how I missed them come to think of it tomorrow is my parents death anniversary and it will also marked the day that my life took another turn
Before I thought that all was lost and I lost my home together with them and I have no one but now I realise I have more. for hours I kept on tossing and turning all around the bed I can't still maybe am too happy or petrified but all I know is that I couldn't sleep I need to talk to someone.
MINUTES LATER
a slender girl with a shoes in her hand and a backpack on her back and tiptoeing could be be seen making her way down the hallway
I can't remember ever doing this but seriously right now I look like those girls that like sneaking out to meet their lover
I made my way down the stairs I gasped a bit surprised before turning and hiding behind the curtain my aunt was in the living room down stairs
After minutes of waiting my uncle came down too and sat next to her.
sweetheart you're not asleep yet
yeah, the spot we have been working for finally have been granted and the next few days will be a bit stressful
just don't be too hard on yourself and he pulled her a bit for a light hug
her hands that were working froze for a bit and she stared at her husband maybe because of the warmth she fell deeper into his arms
she closed her eyes like she was holding something in before she blurted out
I did great right?? we both had big dreams when we started this company but she left it to me alone to handle you know what darling I kind of miss her and....
shhhhh
it's fine if you're like this how about rose. we have to be strong and. keep her dream alive she is not here and she is at thesame time so....
I know
I think that's enough for today he closed her computer and said time for bed.
My Aunt continue to lean in on her husband till there were out of sight
I can see how much she missed my mum
and that she loved me too and that kind of warmed my heart a bit
I must cherish what I have I know am not alone now but something kept calling as if I have to be there right now
maybe I should just be on my way then I want to share with them everything.
A while later
I found my self at the gates of the cemetery, a voice inside me kept shouting that I need to be here and here I am
it surprised me to see the gates unlocked and I just decided to stroll in since am already here
taking the right turns I finally made it there right in front of their graves seeing those two faces that I can never in my life forget
I knelt down in front and picked out from my backpack a bouquet of roses
Mom, Dad it's been long, how have you guys been.
"..."
there was a moment of silence everything and the girl kneeling right in front kept looking but there were deep emotions hidden in her eyes though her face was cold but she couldn't hold on to being strong anymore and collapsed in tears
if I said that I never missed you guys?? then am lying. Because every single day without you guys were different and I felt empty. Sometimes I blame myself for everything. My life without you was never the same again.
Wiping the tears from her face, she smiled and said though those days before were tough and rough am happy that I went through it all because maybe that's why they came in, I may not have known before and not valued them the way I should have. Though my eyes were wide open I realized I was blind, though I was hurt deep it shouldn't have been like this.
But now I will cherish those moments. And live a happy life. Mom I remember you used to tell me that your own happiness matters but don't be selfish.
Taking a deep breath she stood up on her feet. She bid her good bye and turned to leave but suddenly stopped in her tracks
~Princess Bloom
pls note that some of the locations and places that will later be mentioned is non-existing.
My goal is to create a world that exists only in my imagination