Dear Diary
February 3, 2009 — I have done something… that I should have never done. I have tampered with forces beyond my understanding, and for what? It was all for naught... i should have done more... i should have... All I ever wanted was to save him, to say those three words back and wrap my arms around him once again, but now — my search for a cure now turned into another disease. I have released something into the world, and for which I will soon be punished for. But that is not my main concern. The curse I unleashed will spread throughout the earth, and it will find a home in many different people in different parts; and I must help them before it gives them the same pain it gave me.
Fortunately for me, it would only inhibit a limited amount of people — a few maybe — but it will hurt them the same. The curse would find those who have a hint of feeling for one another, but trying to find who in the pair is affected will be difficult; but it will hurt both of them nonetheless. I am going to try and right my wrongs before it is too late; find a solution for it all… but… I need to observe them first in order to do so. Fate will visit them soon.
This is my doing, and my mistake to correct; none shall lose theirs. May Fate be kind, and may their hearts survive.
I… am deeply sorry, but this is… the only way
The… only way