It's been three weeks after my friend break with Dave started and those past few weeks haven't been the prettiest. The moment it happened I started listening to depressed songs, crying while coming back from school because the entire day Dave didn't even look at and I often threw tantrums at everyone who came my way.
But all that changed during the weekend of the second week cuz Suzie and Rose took me out to this late night party where I met Ronnie, we started talking and he even gave me his number so we could talk even more. And I've been talking to him ever since, he's the reasons why I can finally go back to being me and it's save to say that I'm not so depressed anymore.
It was on a Monday morning so I did my usual routine and I went to school, since I started talking to Ronnie I realized that the space Dave had in my mind has now been occupied by a new hunka hunka.
Suzie: hey Connie we asked you a question
Connie: huh
Rose: are you gonna go to Zoey's party this weekend
Are they even asking me that right now
Connie: hell yes I wanna go to the party
Rose: great, I gotta go to class now
Suzie: yeah me too I don't wanna fail English again this period
Both Suzie and Rose left, and I was about to take my AP Chemistry book out of my locker when I saw Zoey and Dave together and they were kissing. What the hell dude I thought this break was meant to figure out whether you liked me or not, well I guess he found his answers and realized that he doesn't like me back. And now I feel like I'm back to being a very depressed girl
Just in that time an idea popped up at the top of my head and I knew exactly what to do to get completely over Dave. I figured that if I want to get my best friend back without the entanglement need to show him that I'm over him even though I'm not. So that means I gotta bring someone with me and the only guy that I was talking to is Ronnie.
I sent Ronnie a text that he should go to party with me on Friday and he said yes, I have a pretty good feeling about this plan. I may not be over Dave at all but I just wanna get friendship back on the agenda cuz I miss him a lot.
The entire week flew like breeze the girls and I were super excited to go to the party and it was gonna be a late night party, I'm just glad that my folks are away on a trip right now so it's my time to shine and get my buddy back.
The girls came to my house to get ready, Suzie and Rose wore suer hot party dresses while I wore a jeans and a leather jacket, yes I know I'm not making much of an effort but I like this style of dressing it's comfy.
Rose: Ok this is the first time that Zoey has ever invited us to her party and it's all thanks to our plane jumper *points to Connie*
Suzie: yes thank you Connie for buying our friend group a spot at the cooler table
The girls were being dramatic cuz we weren't pathetic at school I mean we didn't get bullied and people loved us. I think the reason for their reaction is because the cooler kids at school have never invited us to their parties, but Zoey's been to my party tons of times I just don't get why it took her this long to invite me to one of hers.
Connie: ok mi ladies let's ride
Rose: aren't you gonna wait for Ronnie
Connie: don't worry about him I've already texted him the location so he'll meet us there
Suzie: ok then let's go
We arrived at the party and it was dope as hell, there were a lot of kids from school and places that I don't even know about. There was also a beer pyramid Infront of the house, when we saw it our mouths dropped I guess this is the reason that cool kids weren't invited to the cooler kids parties.
When we entered the house we were even more amazed this was the first time that we've been to Zoey's house, and it was so darn big even bigger than mine I guess her folks must be dealing with a lot of papers.
The girls and I split up just to meet new people but I didn't do that I was just standing against a wall hoping that I could see Dave in the crowd of people that were dancing like animals. But I didn't see Dave instead I saw Ronnie he was right on time cuz I was starting to look like a lonely little freak, I went to greet him and I have to admit the dude went all out with his outfit like wow.
Connie: hey I'm glad that you could make it
Ronnie: me too..... you look really nice
Connie: Come on no need to lie to me I look like I just popped out of the bad side of board way.
Ronnie laughed at my sad excuse of a joke and I was shocked that he found it funny cuz in my ears it sounded like I was trying way too hard
Ronnie: Don't be like that you look great..... where's Dave
Yeah the reason he's asking is because he don't know that Dave and I aren't really on the speaking terms
Connie: he's around here somewhere
Ronnie: I thought the dude is your personal body guard
Connie: *laughs* yeah he is.... but he's living his best life right now, I'm pretty sure that he's kissing the host of the party or jumping down the roof with his skateboard.
Ronnie: or he's right behind you
When Ronnie said that I quickly turned and I saw Dave he came over and he hugged Ronnie, I don't know if I was even standing there anymore cuz the dude totally ignored me. I wanted to say something so badly but I guess he wasn't done with the friend break yet and now who's being immature about the situation.
I left the both of them and I went to the bathroom I stayed a few minutes looking at myself in the mirror and I don't know why I was doing it for, I suppose my actress mind took over my brains and decided to have a little smoldering moment. I washed my hands and I opened the bathroom door but I was startled when I saw Dave standing at the door.
He came in and shut the door the expression on his face was undescribable at the moment because I don't know if he's angry or drunk
Connie: wow so you're finally ready to talk to me huh
Dave: why the hell is Ronnie here, are you guys a thing now
Yup it was definitely the second one the dude is jealous so that means my plan was working ish. ok Connie time to play balls with this fella
Connie: you haven't talked to me for three weeks and that's all you had to say
Dave: just answer the question Connie are you dating Ronnie
Connie: what if I am it's not like I have a boyfriend or anything and besides the dude's a good catch he's tall and hot plus we have matching names so it won't be hard to name or kids.
Dave got irritated by my comment and in a rush he had me pinned to a wall, he was always a strong dude for his age. I could see that he was really angry and I've never seen him this angry before, so I didn't want to say anything that would make him angrier.
Dave: I thought we were gonna wait until we figure out if what we feel for each is real or not
Connie: no you decided that I just went on with it.... now can you please let me go
Dave: where back to Ronnie
Connie: you got a problem with that
Dave: yes I do
Dave was about to kiss but then some idiot had to ruin the moment, he pulled away and left the bathroom. The mood that I was in right now was high enough for me to go ballistic on the fucker that opened the door, but my rage came down a little bit when I saw that it was Zoey. I mean I don't wanna fight her at her own party.
Zoey: Hey Connie glad you could come
Connie: thanks for having me
Zoey: no prob at all I saw your sky diving video and it was amazing, I really love it
Zoey was not your ordinary popular girl she was nice and fun to be around we used to be close back in middle school but since she climbed the popularity ladder and left me behind things have never been the same.
Connie: thank you
Zoey: I was wondering are you and Dave in a relationship
Connie: why would you think that
Zoey: well you guys are always together and very close so anyone can think it
Connie: nope we're not
I knew what Zoey was driving at and it pain me when I told her that I wasn't dating Dave, I just gave her the green light to take my man. I hate myself so much
Zoey: that's good to know..... cuz I wanna ask him out
Connie: you wanna do that
Zoey: yes the guy is cute if I don't do it somebody will ...... anyways I'll see you later
Zoey left the bathroom and I stood there looking like a loser I can't believe I just allowed her to date Dave, why am I so stupid now Dave and I will never be a thing cuz Zoey is so pretty and hot and she wears sexy stuff unlike me.
I left the bathroom to hang out with Ronnie we talked about a lot of different things, but my mind wasn't focused on Ronnie right now I was thinking about what Dave and Zoey was doing right now.
I kept seeing them having sex in my head and it was disgusting to watch, I couldn't handle being at the party anymore so I found Suzie and Rose and I told them that I was leaving.
Ronnie dropped me off and when I entered the house I sank in my pillow and I kept thinking about Dave and Zoey together, I mean I did see them kiss today so they're definitely having sex right now. I tried my best to get rid of the thoughts so that I could get a good night's rest but my brains didn't want that cuz every time I closed my eyes I saw Zoey and Dave together
Connie: *sighs* this is gonna be a lonnggg night.