The fast-flowing waters of the Orcus River have never seemed so comforting to him, but, at the same time, he was scared.
Ezra must be repulsed by his actions now, he had seen the look on the Raven's face.
He regretted everything now.
He regretted the kiss.
He regretted falling for him.
Hell - He regretted being born.
Why was everything falling apart?!
Was a bit of happiness too much to ask?
If he could have gone back in time – if he could have-
There was no use thinking about it now.
But even then it's not like you can choose who you fall in love with.
He had tried to deny it at first – the strange attraction he felt to Ezra. He had proclaimed his love to Natalie countless times – but in his heart, he always knew that Ezra was the one for him.
Yes – the signs of his dislike have always stared him in the face, but every single time he managed to find some convenient justification for his behavior.
Why are you always in my head, Ezra?
A gentle breeze caressed his body as if to soothe him…
Just another step forward and he could finally be at peace.
But could he do it?
Just another step and he could finally be free.
Would you miss me, Ezra?
Would you cry for me?
He closed his eyes, as he jumped off the ledge.
"Goodbye My Love"