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Chapter 15 - In Which, Logical Rants About His Existence.

A week has passed since that day. The day of the reckoning, the day when every gun and firearm cease to exist. Destroyed to oblivion. Reduced to atoms.

The day which many people call,

Maranatha.

The word Maranatha came from Greek that has the, meaning, 'The second coming.' Which is a reference to Christian's God coming back the second time. In other words,

Apocalypse. Armageddon. The end of the world. Or anything you want to call it.

People are now too afraid to even go out. Gangs and minor Triads are roaming the city, thinking that this is an opportunity for them now that the police are at their lowest point.

If you open a window, you will see nothing but trashes and dust enveloping the city grounds in hole. Citizens can rarely be seen, but if they are, they only go out for groceries.

Last week after the government verified that it was safe for us to go outside, Goofy found Kageru lying weakly on the end of an alleyway with gun pieces in front of him. He safed Kageru and brought him to the hospital where he has been treated until now.

The state of the world is now unknown as one of the nukes sent straight upwards accidentally hit a satellite which jammed the connection from Asia to the western part of the world.

Goofy is now asleep with Monster inside the head. Currently it's 2 AM in the morning, I'm the one who's taking control of the Switch.

To be honest, I stayed up because I was worried.

You see, the three personalities who are controlling Kenma Houtarou have the same intellect. What I meant is that, even though our mental characteristics differ our intellect, experience, thought process, the way we solve things, our motives, and our feelings are the same.

Three of us are the same person with different personalities.

For example: If I, perhaps, read a book. After I switch with, let's say... Goofy, the things I read will also be known by Goofy.

Another example: If I fall in love and switch with Goofy, Goofy will feel the same way I do, but he will react differently because he's his own personality.

After knowing these factors and anatomies of how Kenma's brain work, I can now tell you why I'm worried.

I'm worried about Kota and Inu. I love both of them (as friends, of course). It's a weird feeling. Now I'm supposed to be the intelligent guy who doesn't let emotions rule me, but- Urgh! It's all that piece of shit's fault!

I mean, he locked me out of the Switch for like... a day or so. Only when Monster snapped free was I also free. AHHH! I hate that shit!

Since we both feel emotions the same way, when goofball cared for them, I had no other choice but to care for them as well. If he loves them, Monster and I will have to deal with it and feel the same exact way.

Because things like Love, Hatred, Malice, Experience, Intellect, Reaction time is recorded directly into the biological brain. Us three, personalities, are mere entities created by fucking Kenma after his- no- Our parents left. We are imaginary creatures, we are only a delusion.

After three of us exists. We don't know who or which is the Original Kenma. I'm betting it's that piece of shit Goofy, because he is a crybaby so when his- no- Our parents left, he immediately breaks down in tears not accepting situation and split his personality into three.

Goddamnit! Fuck! I wish I wouldn't have existed in the first place and disappear to some place peaceful where I can live out as whoever I want to be.

Now, I'm here. Stuck in this meat and skin prison with no other places to go except the blank space which is my head.

But, I guess it's not that bad, since now I can travel to different places, meeting new people. Without being in this 'skin prison' I wouldn't have met Kota and Inu. I wouldn't have fought Jae-ha and those four Rulers. I wouldn't have experienced the way of this wicked world that fortunes me.

*sigh* I guess it's undeniable that I enjoy this world I'm living in.

I guess Goofy and Monster is a cool companion. Goofy entertains us while Monster protects us- Wait. Why am I thinking this? Ah... It's that fucking shit again. He tweaks my feeling and now I feel care for both of them.

I'm both of them but beyond! Why do I have the need to care for those utterly stupid beings?! Urgh! I hate how my head works sometimes. Like... Feelings and emotions those two are transmitted into the head and I, currently am the owner of this head. Then, why couldn't I control them? Ah! I hate this! I can't alter feelings and emotions and interests that was already placed in this head.

I can add but can't remove unless the personality that conjures that feeling/emotions/interest erases it.

So the only way I can remove this 'care' I have for Kota and Inu is to persuade Goofy to erase it.

Conversely, Goofy is a fucking idiot and the one thing idiots have that no other possesses is the ability to stay stuborn upon their opinions that they can't be persuade.

That's why I hate idiots! Even if their opinion is false, they will think that it's correct and there is no way to convince them otherwise.

Fuck you Goofy!

And then, Monster. Oh God! That sadistic son of a bitch can only think of one thing and that one thing is the only reason and purpose he exist.

If you are too dumb to figure out what that one thing is, it's fighting alright. Fighting is his only purpose and reason for existing in Kenma's brain.

I have to admit. He is smarter than me in terms of fighting. He thinks faster than me and has better thought responses. He can act so smoothly, but the only thing he says will be about 'devils' or 'Hell'.

I mean, look at chapter 3. He says the cringiest thing ever. What was it again? Oh right, "You have done something not even Gods dared to do." Oh man... I cringed. I cringed after remembering that.

Holy shit! That was torture. I can't forgive myself for letting him say that. Oh... You know what? Let's change topic, shall we?

Hmm... Let's see. Oh yeah! Did you know that the triads are ruling the streets now. There is one triad who was ridiculed for still using the traditions.

But now using their katanas and ancient weapons, they have become the one who ridicules them.

Triad called 'Loe Wen Ta' is ruling this city, Millua city.

They are notorious for still using the traditional Chinese ways. They does things using ancient weapons like swords, spears, glaives. Now that modern weapons are gone, these archaic weapons will rule far above others.

I need to be careful when dealing with them, but since Monster will be in charge of fighting, I guess we're dead already. That personality will charge right in, without planning, just using his fist and wits.

We'll die. We'll fucking die, if we meet the triad.