MATEO ||
I hate him. I fucking hate him.
Jett and I have been trapped in the black room down here in the basement for 4 freaking days and I'm burning a whole in the floor pacing so much.
Jett has completely fallen apart, my poor mate won't even talk to me. He hasn't uttered a single word since we've been down here and I blame nobody but Rhys.
If I ever got out of here, I would freaking give him a piece of my mind.
This morning, I completely lost my connection to him as did Jett. I made sure we both accepted his rejection as soon as he left us down here, that way we wouldn't be affected by him anymore.
If he wants to be an asshole and reject us because he somehow had made up his mind that we were the ones to "betray" him with Kay, then so be it. As long as he's like this, I would make sure he never has a piece of mine or Jett's heart again.
He's not the man I once thought he was, he's not the man I fell in love with. He's nothing to me, nothing but my Alpha.
I would be lying if I said I didn't still love him because I do and I know Jett still does too,that's why this is hitting him so hard, but sometimes love isn't enough to overlook his recent abusive ways.
He's always been hot headed, always full of fucking fire, but Jett and I were always able to bring him back down. Usually it's the beasts in us that lose control, but Rhys is the one that seems unhinged. I actually feel bad for Magnus, he doesn't deserve to live his life attached to someone like my ex-mate.
I can't believe he's acting like a completely fucking psycho, all because of his idiot logic to punish Kay for something that wasn't even a big deal to begin with. Yeah, she used Magnus to her advantage, but so the fuck what! Magnus doesn't seem upset about it. The only other reason I could think of to even remotely justify his anger is the fact that Kay rejected him and the loss of his fated mate is causing him to act so irrational.
He has to be deranged if he thinks rejecting us will somehow make anything easier for him. News flash, it won't. A wolf needs their mate and now he's lost 3 of us because of his damn anger issues. All he has left is Madison, which is a joke if I'm being honest. That woman isn't fit to lead a fly to shit, she definitely wouldn't be able to lead our pack.
Over the past few weeks, I have yet to see her take any initiative in making things better for the women and pups, she's focusing all her energy on Rhys and his delusional anger towards Kay.
They both deserve each other, I swear.
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JETT ||
My mate rejected me, it's been torture these last 4 days. Lennox hasn't spoken to me the whole time and I refuse to speak to Mateo.
I know he means no harm, but I'm so unbelievably hurt by Rhys' actions, I can't even bring myself to utter a single word.
I would rather sit here and soak in my misery. It's so much easier than speaking about it and possibly crying. If I started, I knew I wouldn't stop, so I have to stay quiet. I have to hold myself and keep it together.
Rhys will come back for us soon, I know he will. Not that I want him to mark me again, but I want to get out of this dark room. Everything is black and dark and depressing, I need color in my life. I need fresh air, I need to be around my pack.
A wolf separated from its pack grows weak and can turn crazy, rogue like. I don't want to be a rogue. I don't deserve to be a rogue. All I've ever done was love my mates and have their backs and do whatever they asked of me, but how do I get repaid? With rejection!
By my mate, my alpha, the man I thought would never hurt me, but I obviously was wrong to assume that.
Rhys has flew off the wagon, he's a freaking dumbass. I'm glad Kay told him off, I'm glad she finally stuck up to him. I don't know how she found out about the laws, but I'm glad she did. This way Rhys can't lock her away or abuse her anymore. As long as she's his mate, he can't hurt her, she's protected by the Mate Bond Act.
Something I thought Mateo and I would be protected by, but Rhys had other plans. It was slowly sinking it that he never really loved us, he couldn't possibly if he was so quick to reject us because of something Kay did.
He hasn't even accepted her rejection, yet he keeps "punishing" her, which at this point is just nonsense. He's not doing anything that makes sense. He's an idiot literally.
I miss Preston so much. I can tell he misses me and Mateo too. He feels so sad and lonely with us gone. He let us mark him a day after that ridiculous dinner, that being the only good thing that followed.
Rhys literally embarrassed our pack with his actions. I know Alpha Frederick, Beta Carter, Alpha Dylan and Beta Ray wouldn't be supporting his sudden urge to want to change the law against same sex bonds and the law that says the King may choose a Luna for an Alpha who has yet to claim one, claiming he wanted to change the laws for any future heirs he has.
He wants them to be able to have the choice of who they love and not forced into a bond against their will.
Shoot at this point it's all unnecessary, we're not even mated anymore, so all Rhys needs to worry about is his bond with Madison and his half assed bond with Kay and as far as the Luna Law, one would think he wouldn't care anymore. The way he's been worshipping the ground that Madison walks on.
Whatever he's a loser anyways, I don't need him. All I need is Mateo, Preston and my wolf.
I thought I loved him, thought he loved me. Clearly I was wrong, so freaking wrong.
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NOPE.. I STILL HAVE NO WORDS.
MY POOR BABIES!
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