You are beautiful Jia. I kissed on her neck, I continued kissing her. She held my hands and said let's get married soon.
I felt a chill, sweating...oh Jia don't...
Sana Sana wake up I heard Tae Hyun voice...
"You have to stop thinking about Jia it's all in the past she made her decision. Get a new life bro" Hyun woke me from the dream and got some water to drink.
"I can't Hyun and I don't want to. Nobody can replace Jia"
"Start swimming again, make it a hobby. I will help you recover, just cooperate with me Sana" Hyun replied and sat beside me.
Hyun handed me a visiting card and asked me to meet a psychiatrist, "the doctor is a friend of mine. He will help you sort things out. Do this for me brother".
I contacted the doctor, started getting therapy and felt a little better after a few months. Yet I cannot change my heart completely. Jia had left me with no choice. I hardly speak to anyone one, I hide my thoughts to myself. I miss Jia!
I went to my parents' house and spent a few months with them,It made no difference, I remained the same.
"Sana, I know you are not ready, but life has to go on. Another girl can make your life better, just meet the girl once and let me know your opinion, her name is Yeona she is my friend's daughter" My mom advised and handed me a girl's phone number.
(That would not change anything, but for now my mom's happiness is important because she has very little time left. I will not disappoint her again. I'm the reason she is like this. And I'm not ready to lose her).
I went my mom's friend's house without any notice to explain about my mom's illness, and there I saw a pic of girl on the wall (oh!! the one I met at the accident). I planned to marry her right at that moment because she will do anything for money, She can pretend to be my wife. And let me make my mom happy.