"My life would be much better if that useless child of mine is gone"
"Alan, don't be like your older step-brother"
"Of course mother, I don't even consider him as my brother or family"
*Laughter
Hearing what my mom and my step family said behind this door made my heart shattered into pieces.
My body automatically moves to leave my room through the windows grabbing only my phone and a cutter knife.
Running away in the middle of the heavy rainy night, not minding the cold feeling of the rain through my skin, had cause me to slip and slide down to a steep side road.
My tears and the raindrops are mixing together. But this feeling in my heart to escape that house won't subside.
The pain is bearable and I continue to runaway to the unknown with a shattered heart until I am exhausted.
'Where am I?'
The exhaustion made me realize that I had entered the forest with no one to be found.
I grabbed my phone to know where am I or what time is it. But at that time and day, December 24, 20XX 11:45 pm, made me realize that 15 minutes later I will be 16 years old.
*Drip-drop*
Ever feel like you luck is the worst? That you won't get lucky anytime soon or maybe never?
*Thunder*
I was named Cipher, as my name suggested, my existence is tend to be a secret. My mother had an affair behind my father's back, that resulted with my parents being divorced and I was left by my father inside my mother as a baby. And this is the point where my life became hell.
Life was supposed to be happy but what if it is filled with despair. That is what my life is, full of despair.
As I lay-down here on this abandoned bridge inside this forest, approaching the age of 16 years old, I begun to wonder on why was I born? Why did I even existed in the first place?
I was shunned, abandoned, and hated by my mother and her new family. My mother who hated my to the core and had blamed me for being the reason on why she and my biological father sepereated, my step-father treated my as non-existent, and my little brother who was 1-year younger than me treated me lower than a slave, influenced by my mother.
School is also another hell, atleast for me. Ignored by my classmates, bullied by bullies, and neglected by my teachers.
'Won't the people around me be happy if I'm not around?'
As I am approaching my 16th birthday, I am gifting my self a freedom. I had come to a realization that 16 years of living is enough.
*Stab*
Blood continues to flow out of me, it should've hurt so much but I can't feel any pain.
If there is a god I hope my next life won't be as miserable as this life.
*Rumble*
'What is happening... earthquake... am I seeing things or is the sky beginning to open up?'
*A huge crack had appear in the sky, and million stars are falling from the sky.
I am going get hit by a white colored star. But I was surprised, as it turned into dust when it hit me. But I think that I am just hallucinating because I am almost near my end.
I am supposed to die right here, right now. As I close my eyes I am now free.
Or so I thought.