Coreen Samantha

Elevators. Airplanes. Sandwich Stuffing. The feeling that you're just on your way and you're excited about where you're going. The feeling that your birthday is just around the corner. The feeling that another special day is near. The feeling that Christmas is just a few hours away. The feeling that it's only three days before school starts again. The feeling that you're only in the middle and you haven't gotten there yet. The feeling that it's close but not yet. That's what I always wanted. The one in the middle. You are in the middle of two things. Middle of a building. Between heaven and earth. Between two fat loaves. Mid-flight to disneyland. I like the feeling when traveling more than when you have already arrived. I prefer the feeling that you are waiting for something rather than the one that is already there. I always like the things in between. "You only like things in between, Coreen. You only like the chase... You only want me chasing after you. You don't want to decide... But please, make up your mind, because I'm human too, hurt. And you? I don't think you feel the pain I feel... You are just too heartless."