Hello everyone. This book is made by 3 depressed idiots. This will revolve around Y/N. a guy who couldn't move on from his past, which drives him to do something a bit too much.
This won't be possible without the help from this two weirdo.

Well, onto the story. Oh wait, Before I forgor. We three have decided that this book will contains content from the past. Everything will be here. Gen by Gen, also some unrelated to Hololive Vtubers. and apparently, this book will have... "Him", So it'll take some for Updates because of research and some petty arguments on who's best girl (Rushia and Yagoo)
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"It's still not stable because of this. Not it should be."
In a basement. it was a gloomy place where the only thing you currently hear are welding sounds, sparks and metals.
"Finally..."
Y/N L/N, a 19 years old special guy, his eyes were rare and beautiful, in colors, they appeared to be made up of an array of ruby-sapphire-diamond pastel tones that fade into one another as they circle his irises.
His silver-opal hair were also a great pair that catches his beauty. but he never took a look from himself, he never felt anything from looking at a mirror. All he see was a person, shackled by his sad past.
"I finally finished it... AFTER ALL THESE YEARS!"
Y/N is overjoyed, he jumped for a while in hype as he hugged his creation. he put it back to the desk and put all the light in the room towards it. a Pocket Watch.
But in reality, this Pocket Watch is not your run of the hill ones, this one is made by pure dedication and passion. along with completely covering it with science and brilliance of his.
Y/N finally produced his long wish, a Time-Traveling Device.
But, What is Time Travel? Well, to put it simply. Time travel is the concept of movement between certain points in time , analogous to movement between different points in space by an object or a person, typically with the use of a hypothetical device known as a time machine.
Y/N picked up his phone and called one of his friend with a huge smile of his. The call was picked up by his friend that he was calling to. After picking it up, Y/N can clearly hear that pouring water on the other side.
Jiro: Yo wassup?
Y/N: Yeah, it's me. Are you... in the shower?
Jiro: Is there a problem? I need to look good in my presentation so I have to look more dignified.
Jiro said, Y/N can feel that smirk on his imaginary face, Y/N shrugs it off as he told Jiro the news. After telling him about the device. Jiro was speechless about it, it took him 30 second to talk with a stuttering voice.
Jiro: Y-Y-You've got to be fucking me...
Y/N: Nah dude, that's gay.
Jiro: YOU KNOW WHAT I MEANT, DICKHEAD! HOW DID YOU DO IT? DID YOU TEST IT ALREADY? IS IT STABLE?
Jiro rapidly questioned Y/N without taking a breathe. Y/N calmed him down and explained everything. He told him that he still hasn't tried it. and want him to come over and help him on something.
Jiro asked if the "other" guy know of this, which Y/N said that he'll call him too. Jiro told him that "fuck the presentation, i'll be there" before he hanged up. The Y/N called his other friend, and told him the exact same thing.
(Some time later)
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The two arrives, Xeras and Jiro, Y/N's friends since childhood. all of them had many things in common that led them to be good, trusty friends.
Xeras: Where is the Device?!
Xeras asked, his widened eyes are not surprising as Y/N and Jiro expected those, Y/N told both of them to head to the basement, which all the three of them went.
After reaching the basement, Jiro saw all of Y/N blueprints and work sketches. along with some of his failed stuffs. It was an unbelievable amount, which shows Y/N dedication on his work.
Jiro: You made all this? I know that I supplied some stuffs you asked me but... This is unbelievable.
Jiro said with a shocked pikachu face, While Xeras stared at the failed products. He took one and inspected it, Xeras is older of the three and a scientist and inventor. So seeing this would be his dream.
Xeras: Even if these stuffs are failures... This is amazing, truly unparalleled, unrivaled, and beyond compare. You made this in just 5 years? and is that?!
Xeras' attention was taken by the whiteboard that Y/N made. It was full of complicated stuff, which of course, he understand.
Xeras: These are Quantum Physics are unbelievable... These theories and ways are things that are not yet to be explored. all possible, and countless trials to make a complete product will surely take years.
Jiro: And here comes, Xeras' nerd side.
Jiro said with a half opened eyes, but with a smile. he redirected his attention to Y/N. Y/N took out the pocket watch and puts it in a holder on his table. Jiro and Xeras is amazed by the pocket watch. it was beautiful and beyond compare.
Jiro: You actually did it... You absolute madman!
Jiro hugged Y/N by the shoulder while messing with his hair. While Xeras took a closer look, He was about to touch it but, his watch immediately speed up and the hand clocks sun with an unbelievable speed. but Xeras didn't touch the Watch when he discovered something.
Xeras: Y/N... How did you make this? is there something that you put in this watch that is something illegal?
Y/N: What do you mean?
Y/N was confused with Xeras' statement. Xeras searched his backpack and took out something.
Xeras: May 30. 2028, in Cape Canaveral, Florida. There is a rumored asteroid that fall from the sky. People thought of this as another fake news and just some people looking for some attention, But it wasn't the case.
Xeras handed him a document, Jiro and Y/N read the document and realized.
Jiro: Isn't this the project that you went to last year? The one that you told us about a Asteroid that radiates tons of bad chemical?
Jiro asked Xeras, Y/N also knew that because, 30th of May was his birthday. He remembers it because that's his only birthday that Xeras missed due to work.
Xeras: Y/N Where did you get a part of that asteroid?
Y/N: I don't know anything about that asteroid, okay? I just tried many conductors and they all failed. Then I found that on front of my house. I took it and used that on my Grandfather's old pocket watch, which you know what the result is.
Y/N said without hesitation, Y/N was an honest person that Xeras completely trust, Xeras closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose before sighing.
Xeras: Y/N... You took a part of Government Property. It is a crime.
Jiro: Dope... I mean, not cool!
Y/N: And what about it? Cape Canaveral is so far from here. What are you implying? I didn't steal anything, nor that stone belongs to anyone because Technically. I found it.
Y/N has a point, Xeras couldn't think of a response so he just let's it go.
Jiro: Damn, your dedication to this Time Device is unrivaled. but... Don't tell me your reason on creating this is still "that"
Jiro asked with a worried face, Xeras was confused and asked Jiro.
Xeras: What's "that"? Is there something that I don't know about?
Jiro and Y/N went silent, Xeras couldn't see Y/N's face while Jiro is looking down, Xeras noticed that Jiro is clenching his hands while shaking a bit.
Xeras: Y/N, For 10 years that I've known you... Is there something that you haven't told me?
Xeras asked with a serious tone. He knew that if Y/N created something like this for a lone reason, it must have been something that he couldn't let go.
Jiro: It was... 8 years ago... Remember when Y/N was bullied in high school?
Xeras: Yeah? I remember when he still has that Suicidal Tendency of his. I can't just forget about those because I'm the holder of the high score here that saved his ass from taking his own life. Why did you bring that up? Didn't he fixed that?
Xeras said, he took a chair and sat, he listened to Jiro's response.
Jiro: Yeah, but his tendencies where removed when he discovered that Virtual Idol Group remember?
Xeras: Hmm.... That Hololive? Didn't that company shut down 4 years ago?
Jiro: Please, Don't remind us of that.
Jiro said with a teary face, Xeras could not understand everything. He asked Y/N.
Xeras: Y/N, tell me. Is there something that you haven't told me?
Y/N was still silent, Xeras had enough, he was about to stood up and smack Y/N but Jiro stated.
Jiro: Y/N was 'saved' by those Virtual Idols. When he is down, those smiles are the one that encourages him and kept him straight in life, I'm not saying that he's gay. but What I meant is he walked forward without getting afraid of anything.
Xeras: So that explains why he suddenly gained tons of confidence. His parents were glad and didn't think about it too much because they thought it was better. Then what happened?
Jiro: Yes, but that didn't last long. After 2 years, that Group are silently dying down as problems came after another. Especially for this guy.
Jiro pointed at Y/N, but this time, Y/N moved. he want to a certain side of his basement and removed the curtain.
Xeras was astonished, Y/N had so many stuffs that belongs to that Hololive group, especially from a girl with Green Hair and red eyes.
Xeras: If i'm correct... They call this "simping" right? You were one of them?
Y/N: Yes... After countless bullying and suicidal attempts. I had enough of myself and just want to die. Until I discovered this thing. They brought me smile, confidence, and many more to put up with. They're the reason why I'm currently still alive.
Then Y/N took the watch and activated it, He showed them all the timelines that he can enter. all of the limited possibilities and countless trials. Xeras slowly moved from his seat and stand up.
Xeras: Y/N. From what I heard... The reason for that Company's downfall is because of-
Jiro: Deaths...
Jiro cuts him off, he took a seat at a desk behind him and holds his arm.
Jiro: Due to the Talent's deep depression because of their Haters' attack. Some of them led their suicide. The CEO couldn't let this go on and decided to stop everything 4 years ago, to pprevent further more events... But the start of it was a year prior to their downfall.
Y/N: Termination. she was used as a scapegoat to avoid backlash, It was the Management's fault, There those who didn't knew of what they did. Along with the Ceo himself. It's been years but there has been no evidence of her violations. Many of their supporters turned their backs at them. The remaining Talents left and led to the Hololive's end.
Xeras facepalmed.
Xeras: You are doing this because of a bunch of nobodies? Are you serious right now?!
Jiro: Hey Xeras!
Xeras: No! You're right, this is madness! You-
Before Xeras could finish his sentence, The alarm on Y/N desk immediately went off. This shocked the three of them.
Xeras: What was that?
Y/N; Intruders... Fuck! It's the government!
Xeras: Government?! What are they doing here?
Xeras asked with a serious look, he also looked at the cameras and saw 7 men in a black suit. They have guns that clearly states that they're not there for small matters.
Jiro: Are those AR 500?
Y/N: How the hell do you even know that?!
Jiro: My dad has a collection of good guns, and clearly. That AR 500 is not a good sign.
Xeras: Stop the chit-chat and think of a possible way to get out of here!
Xeras shouted at them, The only way to the basement is the Door under the stairs of his second floor, There was no other way out. The armed men already gone inside the house. and started to move.
Y/N: There is a way out of here, There is a tunnel that I made behind that poster. It's big enough for the two of you, after entering. you just go straight because I turned it to a maze and put some traps, After leaving the tunnel, you'll arrive at a alley, it has a busy street there so you can blend in and escape.
Y/N said. Xeras and Jiro looked at him, but their eyes widened.
Jiro: Hey... What are you doing?
Y/N: What I'm doing? Something that I needed to do... They saved me when I needed them, Now It's my turn.
Xeras: You've got to be shittin' me.
Y/N turned the Device and already sets up the date and location, he is intending to activate the Time Watch and go back to the past.
Xeras: Dude! Really!?
Then they heard the door busted open, Jiro immediately grabbed Xeras and entered the tunnel, before disappearing. he give Y/N a last glance.
Y/N activated the Device, the watch glowed with a holographic cyan color and surrounded Y/N with big and small Cyan colored clocks, then after a few moment, all of the clocks turned gold and disappeared. Along with Y/N.
Xeras: That idiot!
Jiro: Just keep on running! It's his life! Let the boy become a man!
Xeras: But that's clearly not the way you dolt!
Jiro and Xeras gained distance and guaranteed their escape. The government came down to the basement and saw everything.
Armed man: Sir. Positive, This is the place where the signals radiated... Yes... All of the files are here too... Yes... Copy...
Then he put down his radio and shouted at his men.
Armed Man: Take everything here! Leave nothing behind!
The armed men immediately started to pile the papers and the information that Y/N created. But a robotic voice talked, The armed men pointed their guns at it.
Robotic Voice: [ Code Activated... Initiating self-destruction.]
After that, the armed man screamed before the entire house exploded.
Armed Man: NOOOOOOO!
*BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM*
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In the middle of night, silence everywhere you look. it was a grassland with flowers around it, then suddenly. a Golden light shone and flashed, before disappearing.
the guy with silver-opal hair lied down on the grass field, he opened his eyes and looked at the starry sky. the beautiful moon and countless stars around it.
Y/N: I will save this timeline... Even if it cost my life.
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Hey guys, Thank you for reading this Chapter of "Regrets one can't let go", We would really appreciate it if you leave a Vote and comment down below about your thoughts on this chapter. and ZeXeras would answer it, and yes. He is being forced to answer all your questions unless we will expose him
Next Time.
[31th of May... 2016.]
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