"Get up boy or you will be late for classes".A loud voice called out.The voice was of a woman in her late forties,the voice was laced with anger and irritation hinting that whoever was on the receiving end of her command better do as she said or there was hell to be followed.
"Ah mom let me sleep for 10 more minutes".Said a sleepy voice seemingly of a teenage boy.
"SAN TIAN SA! YOU HAVE UNTIL THE COUNT OF'3' TO WAKE UP".
"Ah let me sleep haaaaa,fine i will get up so stop yelling mom".
"Hmm much better, now get ready soon little San".The voice of san's mother suddenly changed to that of a saint as she proceeds to kiss her teen son who was waking up,on his forehead receiving a grumble from a half asleep San.
"Mmm another day haaaaaa,such a drag".
San was a lonely boy with no interest in the world. Everything was dull to him,he was smart and had a bit above average academic score,however even those scores where on a decline for the past two years.He also had no friends or to exact he had many people who considered him their friend however he didn't think so about them.This had caused him to be antisocial and lack empathy which caused him to be seen as weird by others around him,he also had no issue in beating a fellow classmate with a piece of wooden plank for sitting in his seat.
"Another appointment today too,maybe it's because you like spending your precious money on your one and only son".Said San to his mother.
"If you don't want to attend more Therapy you need to change your negative attitude",Spoke his mother seemingly annoyed by her son's sarcastic remarks at her.
"Oh my attitude what's wrong with it?,I just like to be inside my room.I'm not even bothering anyone.
You are lucky to have a son who only asks for 3 meals a day,many parents have to deal with their children's so called 'ATTITUDE' which is doing drugs and getting wasted while f**king whores..but oh no the guy who sits in his room bothering no one needs to change his attitude.Ha might as well waste more money on me i guess". San went on to throw more remarks at his mother who was sighing at her son's antics.
San therapy session however was completely justified.San was extremely depressed as well as was easily frustrated when it came to normal everyday things,this coupled with his uncaring nature as well as his slow isolation from everything as time went on concerned his parents.
Every time they ask him if anything was wrong he'd always answer "I'm fine" or "Mind your own business i ain't bothering anyone so stop bothering me".His parents though knew otherwise since his grades were plummeting down to new levels as well as his unwillingness to do even the mundane tasks,which eventually made them consult a doctor and thus earning San A'waste of money and time sessions'as he called it.
San was very adamant in his self harming ways and his parents were at the end of their ropes since San was not complying with his therapist neither was he any keen on changing his ways,this eventually led to him having frequent fights with his parents as time went on.
The Tian sa household was in no means rich,they lived paycheck to paycheck however they always made sure that their son had the best education. However San's decline pressured the family financially a lot,combined with the fact that his father who was in his late forties was getting weaker and weaker due to his smoking as well as his alcoholic addiction when he was younger,even though he never drank after San turned 10,the effects still lingered on making him weaker.This made for the fact that if he is to fall ill the family would be truly out on the streets.
San eventually was burdened by his family conditions and fed up of the constant fights with his family as well as his life and Academics becoming similar to a broken vase that can't be fixed,and decided to end his own life.
"Ah the flowing river is so beautiful.If i just jump then i don't have to face any more responsibilities no more nagging parents no more dull life no more tasteless food no more pressure to do anything no more financial problems,just bliss and end".
"I wonder why it took so long after all i found no happiness,no matter how much I tried I couldn't recall a memory that i could connect to.HAHA At least i won't die a virgin,although i wonder if getting r*ped by an elder woman at the age of twelve counts as 'Loosing your V card' haha well i hope she suffers..... oh wait she did hahaha".
San stood there for some more minutes and then.
*PLOP*.It all ended and the story began.
(A\N - i wrote this to sort of give you all a small piece of what led to San's death. This is not his whole back story since his life was much darker than what he leads on, his past will be revealed bit by bit as the story continues. Sorry for the short length of the chapter).