sitting abashed infront of a boastful lady,she stood in abandoned manner. she was doleful. she went to dormitory,took up her dossier from the left side of her bed. she was a damsel girl who started wandering on the roads to reach for the second Interview. her name was Bella. she also had a dandy friend, who dabbles as a cashier in a perfume shop everyday but in actual she was a hacker who studied softwares.
due to so much work,Bella was tired, she decided to take some breath under cypress tree. Taking out some cranberries out of her pocket,she filled up her hunger to some level. she was wearing a drab pants, A very simple and light blue and pink coloured top and a jeans jacket over it. her shoes matched her top and were so pretty that even the sparkle that glitters like gold over them made them more much beautiful. she wore glasses with transparent frame and unicorn designed on both sides. she was also wearing a cap of pretty pink colour to avoid sunlight. she had smooth purple pink hair being dye falling off her ponytail giving look of a heaven waterfall. Her eyes were blue and she was a fair-complexioned girl. she put one hand over her shoulder to hold bag and the other in pocket of her jeans. she was more likely to look like a doll with her small and cute bead earrings and a light purple watch adorned by her charm. after taking some rest under tree,she learnt that only one hour is left to go for interview and she has to be on time. she hastened to reach the general office. sometimes, your past becomes history merely to solve futures mystery. your capabilities are always tested and ravished. Bella was waiting for cap while standing near a tree with hanging yellow flowers. time was passing fast and she was impatient to be on time. eye's of pedestrians were looking Bella as she was deadening their whispers about politics. her blue flashing eyes were looking around with a struggle to get any taxi. she started walking slowly and received a cue by a taxi driver.so, she hurried towards it.
that time,she was relaxed because she knew that would be on time .she told address to the taxi driver. she was about to reach general office of a company "OMEGA", she had a desire to become independent because she neither had any kind of family connection or private means of any importance. when she entered the place, she waited at reception and then was asked to take file along with her to the office. during interview, she was asked some normal, some tricking and some annoying questions. she answered by her whole but they said no to her employment. again at the time, she was dismayed. she stood up said thanks to them and left the office. she failed her attempt , she started questioning her fate. she started staring her in the mirror on the sideway of the mall with tears filled to glitter the sight smiling with the injured soul. her nose was red and her scarlet heart was beating too hard. her thoughts were sadly depressed. she was not satisfied to go back with such sadness that spread to her face, those scars that injured her soul and the words that she was unable to forget. she lost the strength to face that boastful lady Emma again. whole of the day, she wandered unknowingly. she with the air of dismay found herself unable to gain the potential again.
HOPE MAKES A JOURNEY COMFORTABLE and that hope was broken and crumbled. at the end of the day, when the darkness mashed the fear to her emerging strength, she went to a park, on the bench she was sitting with her legs moving intentionally and she was moved to the world of her own thoughts. the way even she glanced at things made her strange. she watched the lanterns burning and spreading their light to eradicate the darkness that prevails all around. the tiny ligts that glitter like fireflies to make moments memorable and precious. tables and chairs were organized in a rounded manner for friends and families but she was so lonely in the world of surrounded people. she was rendered speechless by the continuous failure of life.
neither the tiny lights that twinkle nor the lanterns built her hope again. the grass under her shoes was a bit wet to shine by the moonlight that gives sparkle to stars. she was sitting under the starry night to regain something not known. the big fountain at the site area was continuously changing the flow of water, that mesmorized Bella with the old good days . the bicycle at one corner of the park embellished with flowers made her remember her bicycle, she bought by academic incentives. she ought to be matured now but her heart didn't allowed her which always breaks by the disturbing plays . she always tries for the things she never had. she suffers for the things she never knew and she hides her tears as if she has healed or never been hurt. but always she lost the game of life because she never got what she always deserved. she plans to be successful but always fails. she tried and for what reasons, she failed. she was disappointed and not for this failure but to face Emma- who was incharge of their living place and she was living with a family who don't have any family.
" usually you survive and suffer not to be snuffed out but to start again"
she then started walking back to dormitory and with a deep breath, leaving all the questions of her mind unanswerable. her nights and days were full of thoughts she didn't even knew. the way she thinks added to her vision. she started to look around with a sight of excuse, assumed a scowl unknowingly that she did. she was immediately out of her ideas and slowly started walking towards the way. as soon as she entered the doorstep she saw that all the lights were off and Emma is standing outside waiting for Bella to ask her about the whole day that gone outside. bella's heart started throbbing more hard. she didn't knew what would be Emma's questions about her being late or not being appointed to the job. Bella's way to normalize herself was shocking to Emma who asked bella if she's alright and that was the first time Bella felt that Emma somehow cares for her or if she did asked anyways. because she was shivering with cold and her face was also looking sadly bored of everything or if she lost interest in what would happen next.
" There are words in silence but can you hear the voice to the closest?? the voice that suffers when lost or the soul that crumbles day on....the fears that scares them out or the words that exists for no reasons"