Solace washes her face and opens her wardrobe where she sits and opens her last drawer..
Her ears slow does begins to fill the voices out of those photograph as if it calling her to relive..
She was smiling through her tears , wiping with a comfort of sorrow she digs in more her diary & paintings were wondering at her existence..
She was blissed but tearful enough to carry the pain she closes it and got up warren was standing in front of her..
She was blinking pearls of tears..
Warren : ( hugs her ) I love you , I will always even if you don't..( Pats her head ) I will..
Solace remembers about her first ever hug with her shivering hands she held his shirt and..
Solace : I can't , I can't Respect the Honor You have been to me I am..I am..just..
The Darkness walks behind and hugs her from the back she stopped crying as her gulps were paused her tears went in before she could take her hands off him..
Warren : ( He held her palm ) Come with me , ( She followed his step as if she had took a step of courage )
He took to the terrace ,
Warren : Look there ,
Solace : The Darkness ?
Warren : Yes , But you know what they hide around under them ? ( She nods no ) Stars..see there , there is one..
Solace was looking at him ,
Warren : Look at the Twinkle , how bright is ?
Solace : ( Staring at him ) It does..
When warren turned she looks up , and smiles..
Solace : You know I have scars , "Not because something wrong happened with me but only because I have been wrong to so may happenings"
Warren : ( Makes her sit ) I have never told anyone about this but I am telling you for the first time , me and ema met at a party she was my first love I accepted her knowing what she is , that's why I never claim her to be the scarlet woman.. because I knew it who she was at the first meet..but you know why I gave in and tried my best for her ?
Solace : Because you loved her ?
Warren : No , Because I believed she would last in my heart..but later what she did affected me horribly that I did not even let my mom touch me..
That's why she was happy to hug me at that day as if it's been years she hugged me..
Solace : Do you believe wrong doings make people wrong ?
Warren : No , Not at all "We just embark our part by such choices like with you..I don't get angry instead I adore your attitude I don't get possessive because I know you won't fall for but willing to rise in love , I never got bored of you because I loved every moment we had encountered and you ignored me..
Solace finally giggles in shy ,
Warren : You are getting shy , then I think I can be this way with you more..
Solace : You are a good person , not because what you have done but for what you have been to me just now..
Warren and Solace were gazing at stars now , with an utter bliss of silence..
Warren : Can I know why are you against marriage ?
Solace : Umm..( The darkness arouses around her ) I am just feeling sleepy I'll leave..
She rushed into her room and took deep breaths instead of which she was took to her inner world..
Heart Which was in pieces were crying and all's she could here is her crying heart..
Which was depicting each of her heart , it was a broken pieces of memories or should I say mistake that every other emotions came in haunting her..
Embarrassment was laughing at her ,
Remember ? When you were called out by an teacher and got insulted for having an abusive father ? yes because she was depressed..
Laughing sounds ,
While her mistakes were teasing her
Of course after she fell in love with a boy who was a roadside tease and she also went to his room where he tried to sleep with her it's all because of you..that he got the permission to touch me..
It's all your mistake to have a relationship with a playboy..
While the insecurities were tearing her apart..
Remember ? you kissed your girlfriend and she went groovy over your because boys were not interested in your attitude..
Anyways , You looked dark shady and skinny back then it was obvious even I didn't liked you..
Ewww sounds ,
She screams and cries her throat out , warren came in with worries she was squirrelled in the corner of the table she held his collar and shirt tighter..
Katie brings her water she was crying her chest out seeing which both of their tears came out..
Solace : It was all my mistake , It was my mistake...to..fall in love..it was my mistake that have no friends , it's my mistake that I. not sweet and nice..I don't want to live anymore..I can't ( Breathes with long gaps ) I can't live anymore I hate myself , I must die I have to..
Warren : Listen , Listen to me ( Yells at her ) Relax Okay , ( Hugs and gives her the water to drink ) Calm down , it's okay ( Wipes her tears )
Katie : Take some rest for now..Come..
Warren : Come , ( She laid on the bed and cries looking aside )
Katie leaves , while warren makes her sit..
Warren : ( Wipes her face with his handkerchief and makes her hair behind her ears ) Listen , You cannot decide when to die or why go live all you can do is simple live , I won't burn you with light and happiness but "Pain is your true strength never ever Forget that.." If I remove that pain you might because a clown who only knows to smile..
I don't want you to lose yourself , because even past it was you as I said before I don't only accept who you are rather I adore to see who you have become..
Solace : Still , You don't know me you only know a girl with some psychological issues who pretends to be perfect but truly isn't..( Takes a deep breath ) Please..I want to be alone for a while..
Warren : Of course , I'll leave..
Solace : And please don't wait or stay outside the door , it does flattered me but I am not impressed..( Slides into the blanket )
He giggled and leaves..