No amount of regret will change the past and no amount of anxiety will change the future, so for what all is worth I am trying to letting you go and trying not to think about you anymore cause I have to move on and forget about you completely to be able to move forward and being happy.
But sometimes I think also why I had to do all this stuff and why its so hard for me to forget about you and move on, either is cause I cant letting you go fully and I still love you deeply after all what you done to me or either cause I am just being an idiot to let myself suffered for no reason.
But either way I will try my best to move on from you and forget about you cause no matter what happened I wouldn't get back to me and also I cant seeing myself letting you back into my life after all what you done to me despite the efforts that I give for us while we are together which is means nothing to you.