I love him so much with all my heart and I didnt know what going to happen to me when he wasnt here around me and I dont think I will be able to continue my life like when I was with him and I mean I still can continue my life but it wouldnt be the same anymore.
And I was think that my life is way better after he come into my life because he is the best man ever that I meet and I dont think I am ever meet someone as good and as kind as him and I dont know if I would be able to find someone else if something happen between us "God Forbid".
Because I dont want to lose him he is everything to me and I love him so much and I would do everything in my power to keep us being together no matter how hard and heavy it is to takes my energy because I do and I really want last forever and I am so sorry I know its sounds selfish but thats what I want and I would try to make it happen.