It's okay to not know. It's okay to feel confused and uncertain. it's okay to still be in the process of figuring things out. it's okay if you're doubting and rethinking your decisions. The reality is that there will never come a time when everything falls perfectly into place. At least not forever.
New situations and your personal growth will eventually challenge your thoughts, behaviors, and direction in life. None of this means you're a lost cause. Youre simply living through the ever-changing dynamics of life. Allow yourself to be humbled by all that life has yet to teach you.
Succumb to change instead of resisting it. Most importantly, hang on in the moments when nothing feels right. The lesson behind your current predicament will become clear in due time. Thats what my mum been thought and I will try to keep in my mind because I love my mum so much.