If you found someone better, will you leave me alone? I didn't know how I could get this question around my mind and I think I had this question for a while now in my mind and I didn't know why I can't explain it.
Did I didn't good enough for you? I mean like I try do all my best for you but it seems I was still not good enough I was didn't accused you anything but i am human you know and I have a feeling and I can feel things.
Even you keep telling me that everything is just alright but I still feel not alright and feel like that I didn't have the correct answer and i still feel something different and I didn't know what to do.
For both of us, I mean might me it's for my own happines because I was a coward and didn't ready for what is going to happening, I just can suck it up everything but it's really tortured me for not knowing, because I just want us to be open about everything and trust each other more.
Because like I said in my previous write and many times, I write that in this relationship we are going in the same boat and we need to walk in the same path so this relationship and work out and also, we are in OPR which it's really needed more trust and honestly between us and I think we needed to share every feeling that we had, and I am so sorry if I am wrong about that. >3.