I feel i missed him so much and i feel i missed him more than ever and also i dont know is it even possible i mean we talk almost everyday but its still i can handle my feeling about i missed him so much and i always keep think about him.
Despite whatever is i been through and what i've been having in my mind and thinking about it but still my mind cant running away or stop thinking about him even just a second which is confused me.
Whatever i do he will be always there in my mind even i was do some stuff to keep me busy but still i cant make up my mind for even single second to focus with what i do and its so sudden i will just cry and let my tears fall.
And i think i figured out what is happening i think its all because what i've heard and what i've been thinking about it after last time our argument and he accuse me with something which i never do and i think since that time i cant stop thinking about everything i mean where i do wrong?.
And i also dont know because i feel like i didnt do something wrong, but anyway whatever it is i will trying my best to deal with it and i also missed him so much more than ever.