Bad mood is the words that always you use when you see like i was in a grumpy face and bad in the way i am talk to you so i am so sorry for all of that and i dont mean to put you on that situation and i really regret it.
I am just human being and i think i was really unperfect human being because i feel like i always do a mistake and i always makes some people stressful if they around me and i dont even know how to handle it.
I am trying to be a nice person and the best bf for you and also the best son for my mom and being a good guy to all my friends but it seems all of that its so difficult for me and i dont know how to put my self to everyone.
I mean like i was lost in the middle of a dessert for making everyone is happy and i dont know the way back and i just walk around in a circle and i cant find way out all things i can do is walk in a circle and trying to makes everyone i love to happy and always smile.
Even i was lose my happines and until i cant smile anymore and i just dont know how to got back to my happines life and how to got my smile back because i think i just lost them and all the things that i care about is their happines not mine and i dont know why i could be like that but i guess its all happens is i am in easy guy and also i am a guy who caring to much even i looks like fucking bastard but i deep down i do care about the people around me, for all of those who might be i've hurt or let you down i am so deeply sorry i am just human being and i cant pleasant everyone.