I know you keep telling me that you love and i shouldnt be worried about anything and you keep saying that i needed to be calm, i know what you mean and i know that everything is true.
But you know i am just human being and i can't help myself sometimes because i love you so much and i want to be in my life and i might be already write down this a lot this book and i mention about it a lot i don't care about it i just care about you and my family.
Sometimes i just like jealous with no reason to a people who could be there with you all the times and i don't why i mean like i just hope that i could be on your side all the times and i could spend almost all my time with you but i can't for now because we live in different continent.
But i really hope that someday we could be live together and spend all our times i dont if you agree and can do it or not because since you mention that you not get used to live or stay together with someone for ages but i will try to understand that to makes you happy even it's hard for me to do it so.