I feel guilty to him because i was think like i was push him to hard and it's like i was force him but the real is i didn't do that and i just like want him to know and understand that i love him so much and i want him so there is nothing, he too afraid of i am promise to myself that i am not going to broke his heart or makes him hurts because i love him so much.
i just he to know that i am a person who if already fall in love with someone i wouldn't hurt them i will really always try my best to makes them smile and always makes them happy even its going to takes my happiness i don't give a shit about it because i just want him always to be happy so that's why i am saying that i am not going to hurts him because i love him so much and i am crazy so badly about him.