I really missed him right now because it's been 2 days i can't reach him out because he still in the cruise going back to syd from kangaroo island and i just can't hold on my feeling to talk to him because i was think that he is everything to me and i don't want to be separate from him like this but i can't do anything about it because i can't lie to myself that things like this will be happen because we are stay far to each other he was in sdy and i was here in bali, i know that we will be together again soon because he planning to go back to bali next month.
I was feeling so happy and excited to hear that he will be back here soon again because i really miss to do everything with him and i miss our sweet time together when he was here and i just couldn't hold myself to be excited about it, Now i feel like he is everything in my life and i think he is the good and nice man i ever meet in my life i just hope that i wasn't wrong about it and i really enjoy and be happy when i was with him and i think i becomes more as myself when i was with him andi becomes more happier than i was before its seems to be like he can makes me more happier than i was before.
I always trying to be happy for him and i was trying my best to makes him happy and i was really hope that he was feel happy when he was with me because if he doesn't i will be really sad and i will be like crazy because i will feel like i was the one who make him not happy and i was the one who hold him to be happy.