"I feel that my power really has become big and strong unlike the past"
*I mumbled*
Duncan probably inform the emperor this right?
*a few minutes later*
I smile and said
finally done!
I was so busy that I don't notice the one I'm looking for is at the back
"he really looked like him I' was right his Brown hair and blue eyes he is so handsome"
your Highness...
I was so happy that I didn't know I was smiling while saying that >.<
"..."
goddess I'm so thank you very much for blessing our castle
Carlo smile at her while curious why the goddess kept staring at him
"I finally found you"
no it's nothing much
"I dont feel happiness but now?"
****Arthur note*****
she actually can feel slight happiness and sadness she just don't try to be happy the past few weeks so she think she don't feel anything...she only pierced her heart in the past that's is why she still have feelings if she destroy her heart in the past then she really will be heartless and feelingless
***bye****
"now there's one problem I have to fix"
"the engagement..!"
umm..your Highness can I ask for a favor?
he smile so softly at her and said
yes goddess of course!
is there a way to cancel the engagement with Arwin?
"I don't want to get marry to him I want to be with you since I don't have a curse now"
Carlo face look like in trouble
uh.... goddess....
why?
I ask in a curious face
it is a favor I ...can't do..you know it is a god will..may I ask why you want to cancel... perhaps is he threatening you....!?
uh oh no!
I answered immediately I don't want to give a misunderstanding
okay then I should go home
yes I will escort you the entrance and will get you a carriage then..
"I....what should I do?.....can I just ignore that engagement and that god will and love him?"
thank you your Highness then I should go
I smile to him and sit down inside the carriage it was a big carriage and has a soft seat
I suddenly remembered something
where is my home...!!??
the temple?....wait is it.....?
that black castle...!!
I ask the old man who is sitting in the front handling the horse
Sr? where will we go?
oh goddess to the magic tower master castle to your fiancée
the old man said that while smiling
"oh god"
I sit back to my seat
and a few minutes later I... arrived to the black castle..!
I was about to open the door of the carriage when this bastard arwin open it
he offer his hand to me and smiling so brightly as if I were close lover tsk
I just go down the carriage on my own rather than accept his offer
"you really are stubborn and evil-temper little girl"
little girl did you find your Crown prince?
I glare at him for a moment and said
"..."
yeah.....and I also ask if I can cancel this angagement
oh so....you looked for him to ask that?
....well it not the reason
then what?
he tilted his head
let's just go inside first
well the reason is when we were getting married....I just...I just remembered...ah.. actually
he sigh and said
if it's that hard for you then don't just tell me
everyone has a secret thought
"...."
"it's fine even if I this to him we are getting married soon to..even if I don't want to what can I do it god will"
it's just that this is my third life in the past he is my lover but I don't remember his face since I reincarnated two week ago but on our wedding I just suddenly remembered that he is him
"past lover?"
why would you tell me something like this I just ask if that's is the reason why you to him and you tell me the whole story
"she is loyal huh"
I just don't want a misunderstanding though I really ask him to cancel the engagement
"she tell me the second reason so that I don't misunderstand her to go there desperately just to cancel the engagement "
I'm sorry I know you don't want to get marry to me too so I'm going to find a way to cancel this don't worry
ah by the way how long have I been sleeping since I passed out?
two nights and Two days the doctor said you don't have any sickness that is why we are wondering why you passed out it turns out that b'cuz of that is why
oh then..?are you the one who take care of me the passed few days?
he nodded at me..
"he might looked like a cold man but he is warm hearted a little bit as sand"
"at least you take care of me your future wife"
it's already night go to sleep you might be tired cause you bless the whole CASTLE
ah no I'm not that weak....but...thank you
for what?
you..take care of me Right..?
he just smile and close the door I'm now left alone in my bed
I'm lying in my bed and thinking
come to think of it did he live a good life in the past di he find a new lover?I don't even remember his name now but at least he's still a crown prince and healthy..it's good that I made the right choice to just die I can't live if he die...
while I was thinking that I didn't even notice that I fell sleep
I wake up get ready and have a dinner with him
how's your sleep?
"good except your all black castle color"
I fell sleep immediately as soon as I lay down
thanks to your comfy bedroom
that is the end of our conversation that day and after that we didn't have a dinner till now it's been three days he was busy handling his tower I'm all alone in this castle with just maids