My mysterious feelings for you

I saw him again after 7 years. Still as handsome as before when I first saw him back on 2012. He was a cute little boy who was just transferred to our school. I fell for him the moment I saw him. His sit was right behind me and every time as he pass by my heart start to race. Although he was right behind me I never get the courage to trun back and talk to him. I has no confidence like the other girls, so I use to secretly look at him from a distance and satisfy my eyes, till we first start to talk after few weeks.