It's been 5 days since the incident and 3 days since I woke up. Me, Anna and Michael is still staying at our brothers house, not forgetting to attend school as Charles doesn't want us to end up as a homeless person. I've never been contacting Will hyung for sometime now as I casually forget about his existence because of my brothers keep on wanting to spend time with us. We are happy at their house. I love it there. I don't want to go back in my mom's mansion anymore.
Even tho Charles and Jae lived at a tiny studio with 2 bedrooms, it was still cozy and warm, and also comfortable. We really love it there. The two of them owned a small coffee shop, and they lived above it. Their coffee shop is nice and also popular at their street because of Charles pretty face and of course the food was great. I like spending time there and also helping them in the shop, the customers are nice and really love the place genuinely.
Charles has graduated college, he take photography so on their social media there was a bunch of pretty photos of the food and they have 56k followers around the world, it was so amazing at how far the two of them was now in life. I just want to be like them just happy with each other's arms. They are a lovely couple, as all the neighbors love them so much at how kind they are. Oh and, Jae graduated too and now was working as a middle school teacher at a public school here.
I walked out of the classroom with a smile on my face as Suha keeps on throwing joke around about this new guy at school. He said the new guy was kinda nerdy because it wears glasses, but it got a long hair, enough to rich his shoulder. Suha keeps complaining about him, he said he was so annoying at some point, tho they never talk he just hate him as he is. I just think he likes that guy.
Suha stopped at his tracks and stop talking too. He shielded me up with his arm "What are you doing here?" Suha asked. I was confused. Does Suha has an enemy? I looked up to see that it was just Will hyung smiling down at me.
I just stared at him as the atmosphere between Suha and Will hyung felt suffocating "Get the hell out of here!" Suha yelled, making me flinch. I turn to him "Suha calm down it's just hyung." I said in a soft tone. I missed Will hyung so much.
Suha looked at me with worried look still shielding me from Will. I smiled at him. A soft smile. Suha just sigh before getting his arm back. I skipped happily to Will hyung, hugging him tightly.
"I missed you." I said.
"I missed you too babe, want to go to my place and hang out?" He asked, I nod at him and bid Suha goodbye. I don't know why Suha is acting that way to Will hyung, as I never say anything about Will to make Suha hate him so much.
We went out of the gate hand in hand till we reach his motorcycle. It was a Honda CBR250RR the black one "Here." He handed me one of his helmet, I smiled and get it before putting it on my head. I then hop on the motorcycle behind hyung. I hugged his waist and he hold my hands looking at me before smiling sweetly at me, he then retrieve his hand and put it on the handlebar before driving. You can see the school getting smaller and smaller as we drive off. The cold wind of december hit my face. I buried my head on hyung's back because it was too cold for my delicate skin.
I love this vibe. I love riding at hyung's motorcycle. I love his warmness too.
We stopped in front of his apartment building "We're here." He said, I hop down before he parked his motor somewhere before we went inside the building. He held my hand as we walked at the hallway, making our way to the elevator.
Hyung clicked his floor and we wait for the elevator to open up. I looked at hyung just to see him looking at me too, he smiled at me again before embracing me with his jacket, swallowing me whole. Our height difference is really the problem here.
The elevator opened up, and I froze.
There was a couple kissing each other, like the man just swallowing the girls mouth trying to eat it I guess. Hyung pushed me in, his not shocked at what event was occuring behind us? Should I pretend I didn't see that too?
The two never stopped kissing each other and the girl just started moaning. Why am I the one who's getting embarrassed by this?
A long suffocating minutes passed of my red face and embarrassed at what they are doing, the elevator door finally opened and it was hyung's floor. We walked out of it and proceed to walk to his apartment.
We reached it so fast as his apartment was the fourth one at the right.
My back suddenly slammed at the door making me hissed. Hyung pinned me. What is he going to do? Is he going to try and forced me again? Should I stopped him?
Hyung smiled at me and his face is inch away from mine, I shut my eyes. Here we go again.
A soft thing touched my forehead, I opened my eyes just to see hyung kissing my forehead "Are you cold? Do you wanna get in?" He asked, I nod of course.
He unlocked his apartment before he invited me in. A flood of what happened months ago came back. The time hyung forced me to do something disgusting. I was frozen in place as I remember that thing.
I see hyung looked at me with a worried look as he knew what I was thinking "I'm sorry." He apologize again, for the 100th time this month. He run towards me and hugged me tight "I'm so sorry, I was high at that time and didn't know what I'm doing. I'm really sorry, Reign." Hyung said. I already forgave him from the first time he apologized.
I hugged him back "It's fine, I already forgive you." I said, he let go of me and look at me in the eye before holding my hand and let me inside his house.
He let me sit at his bed, so I made myself comfortable "I'll just change, but what happened to you these past few days? I noticed you were limping." My wound is still there. I looked at him and tell the story about what happened at home, but I never told him where I was living or that we runaway from home, I just told him about the incident and that's it.
"Wow, your mom really sucks." He said, I laughed and nod in agreement on what he said. It was true tho. She really suck.
He sit besides me and flop down his bed, just lying there with his hands up above his head "You know." I looked at him, he looked at me too "What?" He asked "I was thinking of rebelling in mom, I've always been their perfect son, I was getting sick of it." I said.
His face lit up with a big smile on his face, like he just heard some angel sing a song for him. He suddenly sat up. He look at me before getting up to his drawers. I don't know what he's doing or what is he trying to get.
"Ta-da!" He yelled. A tablet? For what? I'm not sick or anything, what was that for?
I look at him with a confused eyes "What was that for?" I asked, he just smiled and sit besides me before he pulled his little tiny table in front of us "This tablets was called heroin." Heroine? Like a female hero? Does he want to convert me?
"A heroine?" He nods eagerly at me with a big smile on his face "You want to rebel right? Then rebel with this!" He excitedly says. Rebel by making myself a female hero? How am I supposed to do that?
"Huh?"
"I mean rebel using this heroin."
"Rebel? By making myself a female hero?"
"Huh?" He look at me with confused eyes, head tilted to the side.
"What heroin are you even saying?" He asked, I was about to explain it but he cut me off "Nah, just try this and see how euphoric this tablet is." He was really determine on making me a female hero, but by that tablet?
He later then pulled out two strands of clothes. I don't know where that come from. He then went to his kitchen to get some spoon and a syringe?
What is he gonna do with that?
He went back to his seat before pulling my hand "What are you going to do with that?" I asked, pointing at the syringe. My heart was pounding in this point as I have been feared syringe since I was a kid.
"You'll know." He shortly replied.
He then tied the one strand of clothes in my arm. Tying it tightly. It hurts.
He then put the tablet at the spoon before lighting up his lighter and positioning it under the spoon melting the tablet by the heat it produced. After a while the tablet had completely melts.
He then proceed to suck the liquid substance by the syringe before he turn to me and held my hand in front of him looking for something. He was excited when he found that and then he put in the syringe. What is that? The liquid substance get in my body and I don't know what was happening but I felt so at ease.
Ahh that felt so good, what was that tablet. Ahh I don't care. That really felt good. A smile appeared on my lip as I flop down in his bed "It felt good right?" He asked, I smiled at him and nod my head in agreement. This really felt so good.
I suddenly feel so safe at this place now, fuck what even is that tablet. Ahh I feel so at ease. I then started to laugh at nothing at all. It was strange yet good.
Will then done the same thing to himself and he flop beside me too. Feeling so safe beside each other. This feeling is unexplainable. All I can say is that. It felt good.
After a minutes of us just laying around there I then felt the suddenly urge to throw up. My world is turning upsidedown.
I then stood up before I even throw up in his bed.
I throw up at the toilet letting everything out. My skin just started itching an intense itch that I don't even know where it came from. As I scratch my body, I still felt like I'm about to throw up but nothing really came out. Fuck! What is happening?
I then went back to bed still feeling the nausea and itchiness on my skin. I don't have the energy to scratch or even go to the bathroom, I feel so sleepy at some point. I don't know what is happening but I feel sleepy, but I can't sleep. Ahh I don't know how to come up to any words. What am I supposed to say? This is bad.
Then Will was now the one who's throwing up at the bathroom. I laughed at how silly me and Will was doing. I felt like flying at this point I might really die now. Do anyone would miss me if I die? Who's gonna talk to me for hours in my grave if I die? Does mom gonna cry? How about dad? Ahh I don't know.
To be Continued...
just don't do drugs.