The same day at night in Abaddon's room, strangely some noises came out. Abaddon completely lost himself and had demolished everything in the room, behaving erratically. After doing all that, he sat on the floor which was covered with broken glass pieces, papers, cottons…. while holding himself tightly.
Hatred towards someone can be seen in his eyes but at the same time, the self-disgust left him with scratches all over his body. Above all tears were falls drop by drop to the floor.
Suddenly, a knock was heard on the door, and following it, Abaddon heard Aisha's voice. "Abaddon…" Hearing her voice, Abaddon's heartbeat begin to raise, and fear filled his eyes.
'Why is she here? Isn't she satisfied yet?'
"Open the door; I want to talk to you, Abaddon," her voice was heard again. "Don't worry; I'm not here to harm you. Open the door," she said, knocking on the door again.
Taking his courage, Abaddon went to open the door. "What do you want?" Letting her stay outside, he asks.
"It's not a topic that I can say like this. Let me in…" Pushing him back, she entered and locked the door from inside. Observing the room's condition, she walked forward to the window.
"How's your body? Did the marks don't vanish yet?" Looking at the marks on Abaddon's neck, she spoke. "Anyway, I didn't see you in the evening, where did you go?" Curiosity-filled words come out from her. "Don't tell me, yesterday's welcome party make you realize who you are and today, you went to spread your legs to be f***** up by someone else?"
"…" Holding back his anger, Abaddon stand there silently while clenching his fist tightly.
"Ah, you aren't fun at all. Oh, I forget the reason why I came here. Recently I saw a good show, do you want to see it too… Come on it worthwhile to see…" Play a video on her mobile, she shows it to Abaddon. "The bottom seemed to enjoy it fully, f***** by three men at a time. What a lucky guy!" Seeing the various expression of shame, anger and helplessness in Abaddon's face, a smile appears on her face.
"W-why… why are you doing this to me? What did I ever do to you all?" Finally, Abaddon burst out, losing control.
"What is your fault? Isn't our birth itself a mistake? A stain that can't be erased or removed… So that's why I decide to control it. If you don't want me to leak this video, then from now on be my dog who does anything I say while wagging his tail around me.
I hope you get it, from today, let's be good brother and sister to each other…" She went outside, breaking a glass piece that was placed next to her heels.
The moment she leaves, Abaddon falls to the floor. He couldn't understand what more she wants from him.
All these years of abuse, torture, and insults, he endure all of it and lived like a dead man. Then what is the reason they had to go to this extent to destroy Abaddon? He was beaten up and raped by his own classmates in the order of Aisha. And now she wants to control him by threatening him.
His mind went blank as darkness filled from everywhere. He felt like thorny veins chaining his whole body. He wants to escape from that hell, but how? A question arises in his mind. If he dies, won't it be called an escape? Taking a sharp glass piece from the floor he went to stab himself but at that moment, a question was raised in his mind which stop his action.
'Why…Why should I have to die? What have I done wrong to be treated like this? Aren't they the ones who had to die?'
The glass piece fell from his hands, only a single question left behind… 'How… How should I kill them?'
A night passed smoothly, even the sun rises and his rays fell into Abaddon's room. But he is still sitting there without moving an inch while wandering in his thoughts.
Finally, one word came out of his mouth as an answer. It's none other than "Eric…He will be my weapon…"
As usual, Abaddon went to school, and leave a secret note to Eric which mentioned him to come to the school terrace at 12:30 pm.
"I never thought that one day you would make an effort to meet me. So, what do you want to talk about?" Eric asked as he observed Abaddon.
"D-did the offer still exist?" Abaddon responded with a shaky voice. Eric waited for Abaddon to continue. "I don't know what you want from me, but you know I have nothing to give other than myself. Is that the price you want?
I'm willing to give it to you. My life… my body… So, help me to kill them…"
"You are quite outstanding, easily read my mind. But I'm not interested in that offer." Hearing the reply created a crack in Abaddon's plan, while Eric continued. "I'm not interested in having sex with someone who doesn't want it. Do not force yourself to do such things, your life is more precious than your enemies' life.
Instead of that, how about being my boyfriend?"