The sun's rays were hitting my eyes in the early morning, forcing me to wake up in discomfort.
Ah… I feel like shit. I thought to myself as my body felt all groggy and rusty.
I looked by my side on the bed, there, on it, was resting a beauty that I had gone through an intense night with.
A frown took over my face the moment I realized I hadn't been considerate of her at all by the red stains on the sheets.
Uh… I feel sick just by thinking about my actions.
…
I stopped in place, looking over Mai's face again.
"I'm sorry, yeah," I muttered softly.
I'm sorry for using you as a replacement… and I'm sorry for making you go through such stuff.
It was probably painful for her, taking all that pent-up stress and negative emotions that accumulated over time.
"Sigh…" I let a breath out as I looked out the windows and into the blue-orange morning sky, "Who would've thought my first time would be like this?"
