It's been a day and I haven't gone to my place. I have been staying at Tyler's place. Sophie's whereabouts are nowhere to be found. My consternation is at its peak. I can't hold myself. Undesirable thoughts kept coming to my mind.
Please be safe
Please be safe
Please be safe
I kept repeating those words like a chant. I just want to start over everything and this came. Why can't I have a little bit of solace in my life?
Why can't I feel loved?
All this time, I pushed myself away from her and now when I am moving closer to her, this whole universe is trying to push her away from me.
Am I that unlucky?
My head was resting on the table. I am in too much dismay. I can't eat or think properly. I am going insane from the distress. My mind is wreaking havoc filled with absurd thoughts that make my soul shiver.
Tyler is also trying hard to find her. I just couldn't help, I don't have enough courage to go home. She was supposed to be here and greet me whenever I woke up.
