It's been a week, Christian is trying his best to obliterate this feeling but it seems like this is embedded deep into my soul giving me intense agony that is killing me up.
The pools of agonizing pain are immersing me in it and I cannot save myself from it. It’s hard to overcome it.
Still, I am trying to recover from it but it's so difficult each and every thing triggers the feeling of dread in me. Every action gives me apprehension. I am scared by every little thing. But, thankfully Christian is right beside me.
I only feel safe when he is near me even if he went somewhere, I felt terrified.
In his absence, all the apparitions I was trying to subdue overwhelms me, leaving me with the inability to bear it and fall deep into the labyrinth.
Right now, we're sitting in the theater; of the house watching Frozen and I am holding his arms. We were watching as he got a call, he paused the movie as he attend the call,
