JULY
THREE DAYS LATER…
Take my mind and take my pain,
Like an empty bottle takes the rain.
And heal, heal, heal, heal.
And take my past and take my sins,
Like an empty sails the wind
That's when the tears that I had been holding back started to flow. It is so annoying! I didn't want to cry, but I couldn't take it anymore. My heart hurts from holding back my emotions. The song is annoying!
And heal, heal, heal, heal.
And tell me some things last.
And tell me some things last.
Who put an onion in my eye? It doesn't want to stop crying. I don't want it anymore.
"You are crying again?" Jacqui asked. I did not realize that she had arrived. I immediately wiped my tears with my hands.
"No." I sniffed. Eww, I am having a runny nose.
"You fool," she said, and approached me. She put her arms around me. "That's normal. Go ahead, take it all out."
"You're so annoying. I've been trying to hold back my tears, but you are insisting that I cry my eyes out." And my tears fell again.
"Well, it's better to let it all out than to hold it back," she commented and rubbed my back. I didn't speak because I was still crying.
"Oh, are you done?" she asked me when she saw that I was wiping my face after a couple of minutes of crying.
"Yes," I replied.
"Are you ready to go then?" she asked again. I just nodded. "Are you sure?" And she looked at me from head to toe.
"Why? What's wrong with what I'm wearing?" I'm only wearing a black tee shirt and black pants.
"You're such an emo."
"Of course. We are going to a funeral. Dun. This outfit is appropriate," I told her. "Let's go." I stood up and took my black leather jacket.
"Oh, bad ass." Jacqui gasped. I just shook my head at her remark.
We went downstairs from my room and caught up with my mother downstairs.
"Be careful, children. Please tell Mutya that your father and I cannot go because he is still recovering."
"Okay, Mom," I replied to my mom. "We're leaving," I said goodbye, and I kissed her cheek. Jacqui did the same.
Jacqui's car was the one we were using, so she also drove. I don't know if my packs will go, but I told them earlier about the ceremony, so I guess I will see them there as well.
We drove to the cemetery in silence. Because of that, my mind also silently traveled to what happened to Luigi's den.
Many were injured in the battle against Luigi's camp. My father is one of them. Dad was badly wounded because he also fought a lot with Luigi's men. The adults were right; Luigi's powers are stronger now.
Many of my colleagues were injured. Kudo, who was also about to die. Ruby, who also suffered severe injuries from restraining Natalia. My cousin Blaze, who almost got killed.
Me? There were also major cuts and broken ribs. Natalia is too strong and I can't beat her by myself. So all I could do was distract her. Because of that, this is what I gradually gained and also broke a few bones. But I am okay, it will heal in time.
What is difficult to heal now are the hearts that are hurting due to the loss of their loved ones. It hurts to lose a loved one, I know that feeling very well because I have lost a loved one several times. In my constant battle with vampires, several friends and important people in my life have also died.
They said that if things continue to happen to you, you will grow accustomed to them. But that's not true. You can't really get used to the pain of losing someone important to you. It would have been nice to know that they were just away, but to die? That's the hard part.
"We're here," Jacqui said, allowing my wandering mind to come back to reality. We were already parked. From where Jacqui parked the car, I could clearly see the group of people dressed in black.
I was stunned looking at them.
"July? Let's go." Again, Jacqui said. I just nodded and got out of the car.
We approached the crowd of people in black.
Ely nodded when she saw me. Ruby immediately grabbed my arm because she was standing next to me. Yes, the supernatural are the ones there. My brothers and my pack were already there.
"It's been a long time since we've been here." Jared is the one who is speaking. "All of us, we know how painful it is to lose a loved one. We don't wish such things to happen, but sometimes, such events cannot really be avoided. That's why, even though it hurts, we have to strengthen ourselves for the people left behind and continue to love us. Carmen, we know you are in good hands now. Our only prayer is that Luigi will be the same. And to Jane, who bravely fought for goodness and peace, we salute your courage."
After Jared spoke, the two coffins were lowered. Yes, two. Luigi's ashes and Jane's corpse.
Since Luigi is still Mutya's father, she gave her a proper funeral.
I feel sorry for seeing Kudo and Conan crying while hugging their father, Joma. Joma's tears are also flowing, but he is bracing himself for his children.
After the funeral, we greeted the other supernaturals. I approached Mutya.
"July," she said when she saw me.
"Hi, ma'am. Mom told me that they couldn't come today because Dad is still recovering," I told her.
"It's okay. Are you going to the WH?" I nodded at her question. "Come with us then."
I didn't refuse, even though I felt awkward. I said goodbye to Jacqui and told her that I would accompany the president and his wife to the WH.
The president and I were already in the car when he asked something. We are facing each other now in his presidential car.
"How are you, July?" The expression on the president's face was warm. I felt a little better because of that.
I answered formally, "I'm fine, sir."
"Relax, July. You are very tense," said Mutya. "We're not going to tease you." And she smiled.
'You're too obvious, hey!' Wolf, shush!
I also smiled and relaxed a bit after hearing that.
"Thank you for not giving up on my daughter, July," said the president.
"I really love your daughter, sir," I said.
"We are happy to know that," said Mutya. "Besides, you have proven yourself enough."
I smiled at what she said.
"How are you, sir, ma'am?" I asked them.
"We are fine. Actually, we are planning to go on a vacation. Just for one week. You know... to catch up," said Mutya. They looked at each other and I could see how much they missed each other. And with that one look, I can see how much they love each other. I am happy for them. "Take care of Natalia, okay? I will rely on you."
"I surely will," I said, smiling.
Oh yeah! Alone for one week! Oh, yeah.
"And perhaps, this time, you will mate." The president winked at me.
I was ashamed of what he did. I feel my cheeks heat up. They all found out that I was very slow to mate with Natalia. It's embarrassing.
'There is approval, Juls. Yoohoo!' You are so excited, wolf! 'Of course, it's an opportunity!'
I just nodded to what the president said. By that time, we will mate, and maybe Natalia will be in good condition too.
Sure enough, Natalia is alive. After Mutya stabbed her daughter, Natalia, she was healed. Natalia's demon was suppressed. It was so effective that the effect of what Mutya did was so quick. The demon of Natalia was defeated because of the true love of her parents.
It turns out that Amor talked to Mutya about Plan Z. The plan was to inject the couple's blood, but Natalia was hard to take down, so Mutya did what she could, even if it meant stabbing her own daughter. Mutya was sure she would be able to succeed and her child would not be harmed.
Yes, Natalia is alive. But she is resting now in the WH because of the aftermath of the fight. She is very tired because of what happened. Her last memory was when she went to the CR at the amusement park. She already knows what her demon has done, so she blames herself a lot for what happened. Somehow, she became depressed by what her demon did, so she locked him up in the WH.
But when other supernaturals visited her, they forgave each other. They know that it was not Natalia, but her demon.
Natalia had already learned the real identity of her parents. Natalia welcomed her parents regardless of their true nature. The mother and daughter can not be separated. Mutya was always there in Natalia's room.
'That's why you can't score!' Wolf, Natalia cannot do such thing yet. She is still injured. Okay?
Anyway, I don't know how the president solved the problem with his father Satan. But based on his actions right now, they seem to be fine. And I'm not in the place to ask that either.
Ely and I are also good. It turns out she was just spying on Luigi. She apologized for what she did to Natalia and me. Natalia and I forgave her. But I don't know about her niece, Carina. I heard Carina is still angry at her aunt. My only wish for them is to be okay again. After all, they are family.
I turned my attention back to the creatures in front of me. I smiled at the sight of the two lovebirds snuggling in front of me. The president and Mutya. I've never seen the president this happy. I am truly happy for both of them.
Because if the couple is happy, my beloved Natalia is also happy. Because her family is complete.
It only took a few minutes for us to arrive at the WH. After coming down from the car, I immediately wanted to go to Natalia's room because I missed her. I was also worried about her condition, but I just had to attend the funeral because she forced me to go. She insisted she was okay because Kakay and her guards were here.
Her guards, Piolo, Zanjoe, Derek, and Sam, were not fired. Because they are only human and the ones they fight are vampires. They know nothing. The president gave them another chance. Natalia also insisted on retaining the four as her guards because they were also loyal to her.
"Let's go to Natalia together," said Mutya. I nodded again, even though I wanted to sprint to where my girlfriend was. The president also came with us.
We were at the door of Natalia's room when Zanjoe opened it for us.
"I don't want to eat!" That's what we heard when the door opened. "Get out, Kakay! I don't want to see you!" Hey, even injured, my dear brat is still grumpy.
"Someone is in a bad mood," Mutya said with a smile. I just bit my lip and smiled.
We entered Natalia's room completely.
"Dad! Mom!" Natalia immediately said so when she saw us. "Please send Kakay away. She wants me to eat that disgusting food!" She immediately complained.
"Honey, I bet you haven't eaten yet. Why are you refusing to eat?" Mutya asked her daughter.
"Mom, it's fish fillet! I don't want to eat that!" she exclaimed. She still had the strength to scream even though she was sitting pale on her bed.
"Kakay, anything but not related to fish or any seafoods. Okay?" The president told the maid.
"Oh, sorry, sir. I'll go ahead and get another meal." Then Kakay left.
"Honey, you should save your energy. Don't stress out too much. That will make you ugly," said Mutya to her daughter.
Natalia just pouted cutely. My love is really cute. Everything she does is so cute. But I noticed a while ago that she was ignoring me.
"Sweetie, by the way, your Mom and I are planning to take a vacation for a week. You know... Dad also needs loving-loving." The president said that with a smile.
"No problem, Dad, Mom." Natalia is already smiling. "You both deserve it. Don't worry about me."
"Thanks, sweetie," said the couple as the three of them hugged.
"Oh hey, we can leave you and we will be at peace," said Mutya. "July, please take care of my daughter." I nodded at Mutya's order. They left the room, and the brat and I were the only two left.
"Baby," I called out as I approached her.
"Hmph." She crossed her arms and pouted.
"Why, baby? Are you mad at me?" I tried to hug her but she wiggled. Aww, so cute.
"You took so long to get here," she said.
I smiled. "I'm sorry. The ceremony ended quite late. I went with your parents to make it easier for me to get here. I wanted to sprint here when I got out of the car, but your mom said we should go together. I'm sorry, my baby." I hugged her again. She no longer struggled.
"Is that true?" she asked. Still pouting.
"Yes."
"Kiss me if that's true." I willingly did what she asked me to do. I gave her a soft kiss on the lips.
"Have you forgiven me?" I asked her. She seems to be thinking.
"Hmm, one more kiss." I gave her a peck on the lips. When I saw that she was going to ask for more, I gave her small kisses on her face.
She giggled at what I did. It's really wonderful to hear her giggle like that. Ah, it makes me want to do more than kiss her, but she can't do that kind of thing yet. She is still recovering.
Natalia and I were just cuddling and flirting when someone knocked again. After saying they could come in, they did come in. It was Kakay. She had brought Natalia's food.
After I made sure that there was no seafood in Natalia's food, I told Kakay that I would be the one to feed Natalia. She immediately nodded and left the room.
"Here's your food, baby." I brought the food to her bed.
"I still haven't forgiven you," she said to me as I sat down next to her.
"Not yet?" She slowly shook her head.
"I can only forgive you if you do what I tell you to do." Natalia grinned. Shit! I was suddenly nervous about that smile.
"Baby---"
"Don't complain." She narrowed her eyes. My shoulders fell and I gave up. I can't do anything; I am a submissive gay when it comes to her. "In the bottom of my closet, take the maid's uniform and put it on. Get dressed here in front of me."
"What?" I asked her, laughing. She just wiggled her brows.
"That was your uniform before when you pretended to be a maid. I kept it for some personal purposes."
"Baby..." I was the one whose eyes narrowed. What did she do to my former maid uniform? Even then, this girl was already lusting over me.
"Get dressed. Come on!" she commanded with a smile. I had no choice and just followed what she asked.
I undressed in front of her. I meant to slow down to tease her. She was eating rice while looking at my naked body.
"The dish is so delicious," she said. My dear brat, you are really a pervert. Hey, oh my.
Because of that, I quickly dressed in a maid's uniform. I saw the satisfaction on her face after I finished wearing the maid's uniform.
"Take care of me, my maid," she said with a wide smile.
I went to her side and fed her with food.
"I love you, my maid," said Natalia, in between eating her food.
"I love you too, my brat," I answered, and gave her a quick kiss on the lips.
She ate a lot while I talked about the movie I watched earlier that made me cry. Especially when the ending song played and I couldn't stop crying. Natalia laughed because my tears were too shallow. When she found out that the title of the movie I watched earlier was "If I Stay," she also admitted that she cried during watching that movie.
Then we were just happily flirting and teasing with each other.
>>>THE END<<<