I don't know if going back to that place was the best thing to do, but that was the only option we have now. I wanted a fresh start for us, but this is more like just retracing the past. I'm scared she might find out everything fast, and I'm still devastated for my loss, for our loss. But these emotions could just hinder what I must do. I may not be as capable and strong as her, but I must do everything I could to protect her. He can't have her, not again, not on my watch.