Abhimana feels confused by everything that is happening right now. If he let Stevia continue like that then it's not impossible if the fetus in Stevia's womb, will weaken again and will inevitably have a miscarriage.
Even though Abimana really wants the fetus to remain healthy in Stevia's womb, because he will raise it with Alinea.
But Abhimana doesn't know, what should he do to make Stevia less disappointed in him? Is it possible that Abimana will still marry her today, until the baby is born?
If it was like that, he would betray Alinea's love forever, even Abimana will cut a very deep wound in the heart of Alinea—his legal wife.
But if you don't accept Stevia's wish, Then what about the fate of the fetus in the womb? Abimana feels that it will definitely be dangerous for Stevia's pregnancy, if that's the case, the baby will be less likely to be born into the world safely.
While he had missed the baby so much for years, and now there is a way for happiness in the household that will get offspring. Yes even though it's not flesh and blood, but Abimana wanted the baby to be present to accompany his days with Alinea. Abimana also meant that as long as there was life in his body he would take good care of both of them.
However, there is a huge risk that he has to bear in order to have the baby, because there is a person's heart that will be hurt if he chooses one of them.
If Abimana chooses Stevia, he will indeed get a tiny baby in his life. But he must be willing to lose the woman he loves, who had been accompanying him for many years in his ups and downs. If Abimana chooses Alinea, he will indeed be happy with the person he loves. But having a baby will be just a dream, and will certainly make his extended family disappointed with them. Not to mention he will hurt Stevia's heart, who has been disappointed by her promise that she didn't keep.
So that makes Abimana just silent, contemplating about his toughest choice. He continued to rub roughly on his face, and messed up his neat hair.
Abhimana is so frustrated because he has to be in two choices that are so hard for him to go through.
Abhimana remembers one thing, he has forgotten Alinea at home. Abimana remembers that he has not yet informed his wife, about where he is now.
Even though it was noon, and he still forgot about that flat thing. Abimana forgot not to check his cellphone, because he was too busy thinking about Stevia.
"Oh my God! I forgot to notify Alinea earlier. Where now I don't go to the office, And I'm also not giving news to my secretary now. How is this, the problem is that Alinea will definitely call the office because my cellphone is not active. It's bad, it's bad!" Abimana mumbled while patting his forehead.
He started to look panicked, then looked for his phone which he didn't care about. Abimana intended to contact the office before Alinea contacted him first.
The problem is Abhimana's cell phone is not active, then it is not impossible that Alinea will contact the office to find out news about her. Not without a reason she's like that, because of course Alinea is very worried about Abimana who has no news at all.
Therefore, Abhimana must immediately contact the office and tell about his current whereabouts. Even if it's a lie, Abimana must try to find safety. Abhimana knows it's not good for his relationship with Alinea, if one day Alinea knows the truth.
Maybe at least Alinea doesn't suspect Abimana, for the time being. If the secretary or other employees know of his whereabouts, when Alinea contacts them.
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But it was only when Abimana activated his cell phone that an incoming call was already there. Abhimana's cell phone is ringing, even though he had seen several incoming calls from Alinea who had been. Until Abimana was sure that the one who contacted him right now was Alinea—his beloved wife.
"Alinea! You contacted me, that means you are still waiting for me to come home." Ask Abhimana instead of teasing his wife, maybe just to lighten the mood that is currently restless.
"Yes! of course, mas! I am your wife, of course I will always worry and wait for you to come home. Where have you been anyways, didn't come home all night? You have a lot of work, Mas, until you don't activate your cell phone. Why? Afraid I'll disturb you? Or is there something else besides work?" Sprayed Alinea who endlessly peppered Abimana with various questions.
"If it's about work, so focused that you forgot to go home?" Alinea said not satisfied when she asked Abimana about not returning home.
"No. It's not because I'm too busy with work, but my phone is in a state lowbat. I forgot to check and immediately fell asleep without charging the battery. I'm sorry I couldn't contact you." Abhimana spoke in a tone that trembled from being too panicked when he had to explain the reason to Alinea.
"Emm! Alright, now where are you? Your secretary said you didn't work today. Last night I also called your parents, they don't know where you are. Where do you stay, mas? Is there something you're hiding from me?"
It turns out that what Abimana was afraid of happened. Alinea has already contacted her secretary to ask how she is doing. so that Alinea has a little suspicion of her husband if he is lying to her.
Abimana bit his finger, confused about what to do. Abimana also didn't know what to say to Alinea, regarding her question just now.
Panic! That's what Abhimana is feeling right now. He lost his concentration, the result of thinking too much about the problems that are currently happening to him.