12 October 2000 12:00 am
dear diary
i used to be a carefree girl you know . and once i fell in love very hard with my best friend's(meeru) brother that too at first sight . Meeru and i was eating snacks at a cafe nearby the mall that we have recently checked . And then he came in the cafe towards us , his chiseled and handsome face , his somewhat lean body and but the funny part was he was very straight forward and his poisonous tongue was enough to have anyone clean bolt in a second . His name was Jialu xee .
And he didn't even greeted me first but meeru introduced me to him but he looked at me uninterested . yaa you are right this was my first meeting with him . From that day we didn't meet until a month .
Suddenly I got a horrifying news that meeru 's to be groom has left her for another woman . I was so enraged but i was worried for her so i decided to accompany her . As soon I reached there he was standing there outside her room with a gloomy face . I started calling for meeru as her room was locked from inside but when i was going to call again i heard a deep sneer from him "Don't disturb her can't you see she wants to remain alone for sometime brainless idiot "
I was more angry than shocked on his words but calmed down myself and said " She wants someone to accompany her not abandon her like that bastard now shut up and stand there quietly "
He looked at me with a certain disdain before dissappearing out . I somehow unlocked the door and got inside to see her stuck with the ceiling fan like a lifeless doll. I screamed out of my lungs and then he came and became as shocked as i am . He collapsed , i quickly supported him and called the police .
After all the inquiries and the funeral I was sad , lonely and exhausted . I got hungry so i approached the kitchen and started making food for myself and jialu .
As i got to his room i saw him crying seeing his sister photo in his hand . I approached him and hugged him but suddenly he lost consciousness .
I discovered that he is suffering from very high fever so started treating him . As i was taking care of him whole night i was unable to catch some sleep so i was only able to fall asleep beside his bed only .
In the morning i don't know why but he sneered and shouted loudly at me saying" hey you how dare you touch me and havn't i said you don't come in my room ."
I ignored his nonsense bark and checked his temperature which came out to be a little more than normal . He stll had his fever so i cooked him soup and decided to feed him spoon by spoon
"Woman what the heck are you feeding me you mmph mmpg "
"You drink it by spoon or i DO have some other methods that you might not like me to do right?"
He suddenly became quiet and obediently drank the soup fed by me by spoon .
Thats how I started to interact more with him and i came to know him a little .
Despite having a sharp tongue he is quite caring and is a good person by heart .
He started to heal after some months but that was not it !!!
Suddenly he started to avoid me and coming late to home and one day he brought a woman yowei . He also started to ignore me completely and i tried to talk and make him smile but he simply used to bypass me . Even though his girlfriend didn't do any bad thing to me but her mocking eyes were very torturous for me . Actually his girlfriend was unwell so he used to visit her .
One day i decided to confess to him about my feelings . and i was about to say him his phone rang and youwei voice was clearly heard saying she is feeling unwell .
He started to go there when she asked him "Please listen to me first ,jialu i love you "
" I am sorry but i don't " even though his eyes were hesitating he said the lines mechanically .
"Fine i was wrong for fucking loving you with all my heart all these years . ok fine i am leaving now
and i will not love you again now . goodbye"
"Fine you wanna leave then you can i don' t fucking care about you" Saying this he sneered before leaving me behind in a haggard state . I was fucking tired , tired of racing and chasing after him.
With this i got upstairs and started packing as i heard the sound of the car leaving . I was thinking how cruel he can become .
I checked in at the airport for my flight to paris
As i was just going to board the flight
I heard a sound " YOULU YAN I FUCKING CRAZILY LOVE YOU SO PLEASE MARRY ME "
I surprisingly turned around and i felt his arms around my waist as he hugged me tightly
He said literally crying "How cruel you are , abandoning your to be hubby i was so scared of loosing you . You know youwei is my sister and i deliberately ignored you because i was afraid , afraid of loosing you like sister , like i was not sure that i would be able to give you the good life you deserved but when you were not present i missed you like hell. so please don't go
"PFFT ha ha "
I suddenly kissed him passionately on the lips and told him near his ears at which he turned red immediately
" My crybaby hubby i love you "
We kissed our sorrows and let out a laugh
bye diary