I was just your average college student with "a promising future ahead", going to school at 7 a.m, going to work at 4 p.m, and finally back home at 9 p.m with an hour to study by myself.
It was tiring, to say the least, but that doesn't mean I hate it. I still find time to do my hobbies like reading, painting, and stuff.
I was just not expecting my life to take such a huge turn... for the better or worse.
It was just like any Sunday night, I found sometimes reading my favorite novel. Well, not favorite perse but most enjoyable. Stories with much complexity just aren't my type of novel, I would rather turn off my brain while reading since I used my brain more than enough for the week.
The story if broken down was quite simple. It was just the protagonists going around the world exploring and becoming stronger while dealing with bigger and bigger threats. Yes, protagonists, the story usually switched between a girl and a boy going on their respective adventures. But the world-building connects the two adventures together and makes the story whole, two adventures one story.
It was a refreshing read, and the story was fantastic, and I fall in love with the story.
Though now I would resent it more than love...
And the final boss, Ronan Amos, the Demon Lord from the alternate dimension named Denoge came and corrupted the world.
With the joint forces of the two protagonists and the friend, they make along the way. They pushed back the Demon's corruption after a bitter fight that last 5 years (or 3 vol).
Then the two protagonists came to love each other on the battlefield get married and live happily ever after.
It was a nice happy ending to a book...
But what matters here is... I fucking died!
I don't know what kind of bullshit I eat before I die or did I got run over by a truck rammed into my apartment, or if a plane crashed into it. But somehow with bullshit luck, I ended up reincarnating.
I wasn't even ready to part with life just yet. Yes, some part of my life was uninteresting but I wasn't in depression or a weed that only knows anime. I still have a life, I still love my parent, and I have a lot to lose.
But now... reduce to dust and entering the cycle of reincarnation, I found myself at peace...
.
.
.
Peace my ass. I want a refund!
If it was a normal isekai manga, God should have given me some kind of powerful cheat to help me along the way, to my unjust death.
Even if god isn't there to show his face to me, at least give me a system but nothing appeared.
What I get was just reborn in another world of sword and magic with nothing, Fucking Nothing!
Now I just want to die again and be reborn in another world with a cheat... was that too much God...
Well, apparently so. But that would be it, it would be fine if nothing else has happened but looking at the mirror in the room that I woke up in. I felt like dying again isn't that bad of an option.
With long white hair that flowed down to my waist. A pair of ruby red eyes shone that mysteriously. Two red horns stuck out majestically. Skin pale as snow.
You wouldn't have realized this was a boy if not for his two horns which indicated the male gender in the demon race.
I recognize this face. Even though I only have seen it once before in the illustration of the final volume of "Two Fate" -Yes that was the original novel's name-, this is the face of the final boss
"I'm fucked... aren't I", Seeing the handsome figure inside the mirror I lament my bad luck.
I have come to know a lot of novels that have plots like transmigrated into a body of a nobody, a prince of another world, and extra in a novel, sometimes even the protagonists- though not likely-, even as the bad guy sometimes but this... this is just unfair.
As the final boss of the story, my fate is almost done deal done seal.
Why? Because Ronan was born at the time when the Constellation of Eclipse shone brightest. Of course, there are hundreds of children born that day but the constellation at the end of the day was only meant for the child who suffers the most. The child who becomes corrupted by the suffering he faces and the child who swears to destroy Fate.
That is the direct quote from the novel.
In the universe why Fate was almost a predetermined thing, I as Ronan was meant to suffer and become the next demon king no matter what.
"It this is... am I doomed to fail and get killed again, and also have to suffer for an entire 13 years in the novel?", Despair clutched my heart as my hand shook, my eyes were red, and tears threatened to fall from my eyes.
I know that I can change my fate but we humans always think of the worst possible outcome.
'What if I can't change it?'
'What if all my effort to try to become stronger all results in my death?'
'Even if I tried to lay low would I still have a peaceful life or get fucked in the ass by bullshit fate?'
'Was all my life a fucking lie so that I can be transmigrated to this bullshit plotline by some higher being?'
Ok... that last one was a bit of an existential crisis.
I looked at my face again with gritted teeth trying to deny reality once again just to be disappointed.
Disappointment isn't enough to describe what I felt right now. I felt lost, confused, regretful, sad, and angry, but most of all was probably mad.
A small smile creeps up to my face forming an ugly grin, and I open my mouth and let run wild...
"Hah... hahhahahahhahahhahahahhhaha!", I laughed maniacally.
Srew this shit! I accept reality as it is but that doesn't mean I won't fight back!
"Fine! Challenge accept if God really transmigrated to become the final villain then I just have to be the hero right? I will fucked this entire story, hell! I will fucked the heroine since you want me to become the villain so much!"
My words were a bit contradictory but I will still stand firm by them, I will fucked this story plotline in its entirety just to survive if that is what it takes.
But before some kind of degenerate thought finish forming and reaches my head, I heard a knock on the door.
*Knock* *Knock* *Knock*
I jumped up in surprise, hearing the knock on the door my heart beat at an alarming rate.
Mind you, I don't have any memories of the previous Ronan so I don't know who would knock on my door at this time.
Looking at the sun it should be 6-7 p.m and looking around my room, I could conclude that the person outside could be a maid mainly because the room looked like a noble house in the Victorian era.
Looked like this is my dining time, but that also makes me nervous if I'm not wrong I should have a mother and father, I don't know if they love me or not since the novel doesn't give much background for the final boss- Which was one of its downsides-, that means that I am as fucked as I could be.
There were no memories for me to try to act as the original Ronan, there also isn't much backstory for the final boss either, so I don't know if my family is loving or a piece of shit.
... Ahhh so many damn problems, I should have gone to acting school instead of geography.
This will be extremely awkward but I have to do it.
I take a deep breath and started walking gently toward the wooden door.
I felt like some kind of thief inside a noble house right now even though this is technically my house.
Standing in front of the door, I prepare myself for the hardest thing to do in the universe... Socializing! aka talking with another human being, wait isn't it demons now?
Anyways, as my hand slowly approaches the doorknob, the doorknob turned before I put my hand on it and the door shook violently.
*Bam!*
The door violently opens, and it also slams my face flinging me to the wall.
"Hey, wake up you pathetic excuses of a brother!", a cute and childish voice enters my head as the world spin around me.
"Eh...", the girl was confused a little but immediately turned her head and looked eye with me who still suffering from a headache with spinning stars above my head, "Oh... oops, why would you even stand in front of the door idiot... I guess you are still weak after all"
She says in a somewhat disappointed tone.
"Ugh... Fuck!", My head clears up a little as I looked at the cute face in front of me.
With deep black hair tied into two cute buns on each side of her head, a round blue eye resembles the endless ocean, with a height of 148 cm. I was sure this little girl here isn't my maid.
Mainly because she called my brother and the fact that she is wearing a cute black dress that matches the gothic lolita style. I ain't know nothing about fashion but I don't think I maid can afford such beautiful dress regardless of which world they in.
I could be wrong but I don't think that matters.
"Oh... um... hi... sister...?" Coupling with a severe headache and awkwardness my words came out sloppily which also help me hide the fact that I don't even know her name.
"Huh? you calling me sister? Are you sure you even have the qualifications?" she scoffed in disdain.
"Ah... sorry...", I apologize at lightning speed. Look like my relationship with my little sister isn't that good... Great! this is working in my favor since if my family doesn't care about me too much I can easily get away with doing something which the original Ronan doesn't do.
Though now I don't know how to address her since I don't know her name. But that is a problem for future me.
"Hump! Mother and Father are calling you for dinner, so come quickly... and also change your clothes too, you looked too unsightly", She looked at me up and down in disgust before walking away.
'...Fucking brat', Of course, I keep that thought to myself because I don't want to die young.
I look at the closet near the bed. "Look like tonight will be tough"
At this moment I didn't know today is just the first day of my suffering.