I can't believe this much happened in a single day !
I was about to talk to Dani, he was out, doing his duty.
A wolf attacked Noah.
Robert took me to Alex's territory.
Dani brought me back.
Rick came and kissed me infront of everyone.
We returned home and were in a moment when I asked him to marry me; well not actually but in a way ?
Definitely !
We went back to pack.
Got married
Returned and picked up the moment we left !
Phew !
He came close to me and kissed me and suddenly backed off,
" What happened ? "
I asked confused.
" Make me stop. "
Cedric said gritting his teeth and growling at himself.
" What ?
Why ?
Why would I do that ? "
More confusion flooded me.
" Please baby, tell me to stop or I am gonna hurt you ! "
Cedric said almost begging me.
" No darling, you won't ! "
I said trying to soothe him.
" Yes, I would ! "
Cedric said through his still clenched teeth.
" Why ? "
I asked.
" Because the spring is yet to come ! "
Cedric almost yelled in irritation.
" What does the spring have to do with you hurting me ? "
I couldn't get where was he going.
" Your heat ! "
Cedric exclaimed.
" My heat ?
What happened ?
Am I hot ?
But I am not feeling any temperature. "
I touched my forehead and the temperature was normal.
" No baby, your heat cycle won't start unless it's spring.
And without you being in heat I'd hurt you in the process. "
Cedric said finally what was going on in his mind.
He is so adorable, I just want to bite him !
" No baby, we human females don't have any heat cycle.
We are ready for our mate anytime of the year. Don't worry about it ! "
I told him caressing his arms.
Then he kissed me and a sudden wave of shyness came to me and I started moving away from him and he chased me.
But the moment he said the filthy words in my ears,
" Come to bed with me, baby.
I want you.
I wanna own you.
I wanna make you mine.
I wanna show you who you belong to. "
I couldn't help myself but giving in to the lust which engulfed me over the shyness and I let him take me.
He kissed and licked me down there, it was feeling awesome but, I felt it would feel disgusting to him and I tried to stop him, but he asked me to wait for a few moments and if I didn't liked it he'd stop.
But as the time passed, it started feeling better and better.
He too was enjoying so, I didn't stopped him.
Then, I sucked him and even I liked it !
I had only seen Shane and Patrick doing it and enjoying it, but when I did it myself, it was more awesome than I thought.
He kissed me all over.
Every inch of my body.
When he kissed and sucked my boobs, I reached in heaven !
He nibbled and sucked and left many marks on my body of his ownership; and I liked it !
He've watched many porn videos and was trying things accordingly, because none of us are aware of the human sex !
I know a bit but, it involved both men and no woman so, I can't say I know !
So, acting according to the videos, once I was ready he entered me ever so slowly.
" Ahh... "
I moaned in pain.
" Does it hurts baby ?
Shall I stop ? "
Cedric asked concerned.
" No, I've faced and bared much more pain than this, I can take it ! "
I said remembering the torcher Petric put me through.
He slowly started moving in and out of me.
It was hurting and I guess I bleed too in the process !
But I've heard that for the first time it bleeds so it's natural.
He is way too big than Shane and Petric !
It feels disgusting comparing them, but he made me watch them every night, so remembering their size is obvious !
I thought I won't be able to take him in completely, but he went inside me completely, gradually.
He didn't forced himself inside nor did he went fast.
He did it as much as I told him I could handle, so, it wasn't a horrible experience for me considering his size !
His growls and groans are breathtaking !
When he groans, it sets my body on fire and make me want him more and more.
The process was so exhausting, I fell asleep immediately after he had his orgasam !
I don't think it's been an hour or so, when I felt something warm and wet on my shoulder.
" Mmm... "
Kissing my shoulder, he moaned in my ear and it sent a shiver through my body and I was immediately wet.
But my body wasn't ready to take him right now after the long and exhausting love making.
" Mm... Baby, I am soar... "
I moaned sleepily and he bite me a bit hard on my neck.
" Ahh...
Please baby...
I can't... "
I told him I couldn't take it anymore now.
" But I want you...
Right now ! "
Cedric growled.
" But, I...
Oh god...
Rick stop...
Please... "
He didn't even got me ready again and entered me in a single stroke and it hurted as hell !
" Ahhh !"
I screamed in pain.
I was already sore and he didn't got me ready too.
" Baby, please at least slow down...
Ahhh...
You are...
You are hurting me...
Ahhh... "
I pleaded him to stop.
" You said you had faced more...
Pain than this...
Ugh...
Now what...
Happened ? "
Cedric said sarcastically.
What ?
Did he really just said that ?
" Rick !
You can...
Hear what you say right ?
Ahh...
What are you saying ? "
I said hurt emotionally and physically !
" Sorry baby...
Ugh...
I didn't wanted to...
Offend you but...
I can't help...
You are so...
Sexy laying like that... Oh god...
It's impossible for me to... Stop myself...
Take it for me please, love.
Oh... I am... I am... Ugh ! "
Cedric moaned in pleasure.
He had his orgasm and I too had one and it was so intense, it pulled the life out of me !
I was shaking and my body was jerking, like I was getting shocks.
He pulled me closer and wrapped him around me. His purrs calmed me down.
" It's ok, darling.
You are alright.
I am here for you. "
Cedric said softly.
He kissed my head and wispered, ' I love you ' in my ears and it's the best feeling in the world. After that, he sniffed me.
" What are you doing ? "
I could barely wisper.
" You smell of me, now !
You belong to me.
You are mine.
I've claimed your heart and now your body too ! "
Cedric said proudly.
He was proud of himself for that.
I liked being called his !
Yes, he do owned my heart already and now he owns by body as well.
I snuggled closer to him and rest my head on his chest.
And when I caught my breath, I talked,
" You should have gave me some time to collect myself.
My body wasn't ready for you this time.
I am soar way too much now. "
I wispered feeling ache and burn inside down there.
" It's ok, you'll get used to it.
I just couldn't help myself, watching you laying naked right next to me and squirming. "
Cedric said smiling at me.
He claimed my lips, before I could say anything and I couldn't help kissing him back.
He got out of the bed and got me milk and fruits to eat.
I had those and fell asleep again.
It was 3 in the morning when he again woke me up by sliding inside me; once again hurting me to death !
" Ahhhh ! "
I screamed my lungs out.
" God, Rick, you are gonna kill me...
Ahhh...
It hurts... It hurts !
Please stop, please...
Ahh...
It isn't pleasent at all !
Ahh... "
I begged him to stop and show mercy at me.
Tears were rolling down my eyes continuously.
" I am sorry baby...
Ahh... Take it for me...
I can't... Help it... I just...
Needed to be inside you...
Fuck !
Ugh... Mm... "
Cedric said moaning and groaning and not slowing down a bit.
His growls were deafening and his grunts were of pleasure.
He took me hard and fast this time and when, I had my orgasm, I couldn't even move my legs a bit.
Forget about moving, I couldn't feel them at all !
When he finished and pulled out of me, I turned to my side facing away from him.
My insides are hurting as hell and I couldn't help crying.
" Don't turn your back on me, baby !
Don't show me your ass, I might again need to take you and then... "
He stopped as he heard me sniffing.
" Baby ?
Are you crying ? "
Cedric asked.
I sniffed again and he made me look at him.
" Hey !
What's wrong ?
Hey, why are you crying, love ?
Did I hurt you ? "
Cedric asked confused.
Wait. What ?
Is he really asking me that like for real ?
Didn't I told him that he was hurting me ?
Did I used an alien language he couldn't get ?
I didn't looked at him and started crying.
He tried to pull me close to him, but I pushed him away,
" Don't you dare, touch me ! "
I said crying.
" Wha... What ?
What happened ? "
Cedric said hurt on his face.
" You've been treating me like an animal !
I told you to stop that... you were hurting me and what did you do ?
You... fucked me even hard !
I told you... I was soar but you...
Still didn't stopped !
And here you are asking me... what's wrong ?
Did you hurt me ? "
I couldn't speak properly as I was crying.
"How could you Rick ?
I thought you were different... but you are just like your brother !
At least he didn't pretended to love me, he hated me and so he hurted me, but you... "
I couldn't speak anymore.
I started crying out loud.
He again tried to touch me, but I slapped his hand away.
" Baby, please don't say that !
I am not like my brother.
I was just...
Ugh !
I was just engulfing you in my scent so that nobody would ever dare to touch you... "
Cedric said with irritation explaining me why he did that.
Oh, I see now !
He is doing that because he is insecure that, he might not be the only one I'd share my body with !
" I told you, I am yours and only yours.
You don't have to make me soar and unable to take anyone else other than you !
If you continue to do that, you will end up killing me !
Because it is hurting way too much inside me right now. "
I said crying.
" I am so sorry, love.
I was so insecure...
Let me soothe your pain, darling.
I swear, I won't touch you again in this way unless you ask me to.
But, now let me lick and soothe you.
Our saliva have healing properties and it'll heal your injuries.
Please let me help baby. "
Cedric said pleading.
I believed him and I'd do anything to soothe this fucking pain in my privates !
He got between my legs and kissed and licked me inside out and it did soothed the pain !
The soothing turned me on and I ended up getting another breathtaking orgasm, but this time it was pleasent !
" I am sorry baby, I'd never do that again to you.
I was insecure and... "
He trailed off.
" Are you alright now ?
Or shall I... "
Cedric said cupping my face.
" No ! It's ok.
If you'd do it one more time, I am gonna die of orgasms ! "
I said.
We laughed and he kissed me all over the body and then wispered,
" I want to mark you, love ! "
" What ? "
I asked confused.
" I wanna mark you as mine !
The marking would connect us, emotionally and mentally as well.
We could hear eachothers, no matter how far we are.
So, please can I ? "
Cedric asked.
Well, it sounds like a good idea.
I'd love that.
Being connected to him all the time...
Very good idea !
" Ok. "
I said.
" But, it's gonna hurt. "
Cedric told me.
" Even more that what I have felt a few moments ago ? "
I asked horrified at the thought of the pain.
" I don't know, how bad it'll hurt you...
But I can always take your pain away ! "
Cedric said assuringly.
Then he told me, how exactly he is gonna mark me.
He is gonna bite me till I bleed and then, some string type something is gonna link us, not only mentally, but physically and emotionally too !
I didn't quite understand what he meant or what was gonna happen, but being connected to him is all I have focused on.
It's gonna take our relation to another level.
I made my mind and he bite me and... Fuck !
" Ahhhh ! "
I screamed my lungs out at the unbearable pain and he had to keep his hand over my mouth to keep my voice down.
As promised, he bled me !
His teeth tore my skin and sunk in and make me bleed.
He licked the blood off my neck and kissed me there.
But the paint didn't vanished !
" It hurts baby ! "
I cried out in pain.
" It'll go gradually.
But, does it hurts just like before I licked it ? "
Cedric asked.
" Um...
No, not that much, but yes it hurts real bad. "
I said honestly.
" Bite me. "
Cedric said.
" What ? "
I asked if I heard it right ?
" I said bite me ! "
Cedric said again.
" Why ?
Because you bited me ? "
I asked confused.
" No, because marking isn't a one side process. Unless you'll mark me, we won't be connected completely !
Bite me till you make me bleed, just like I did. "
Cedric told me.
I bited him but I couldn't make him bleed.
I was too scared to hurt him !
" You must bite me darling.
Don't worry, you won't hurt me.
And my blood would heal the injuries.
Don't you want us to be completely connected ? "
Cedric said trying to get me work harder.
I bited him again, but still couldn't make him bleed.
He then provoked me by making me remember how bad Petric have hurted me and made me let out all of my anger and I bited him real hard !
He started bleeding.
I let him go and I collapsed on the bed.
When I opened my eyes, the sun was high in sky and birds were chirping happily.
I looked around the room and Rick wasn't there. For some strange reason, it felt wrong.
He not being close to me, felt wrong !
What is wrong with me ?
He'll be here somewhere and he'll return to me, where is he gonna go ?
.
.
.
My brain said but my heart isn't ready to accept it.
I threw away the cover and I am naked on my bed.
Wow !
How is it possible I didn't...
Oh we marked eachothers and then I don't remember what happened !
I quickly got dressed and went past the mirror, and came back and stood infront of it.
I tried hard to see any punctured skin or any bite marks but nothing !
Like nothing at all happened.
I'll ask about it to Rick !
But for that I need to find him first.
I am feeling he is close to me.
I can't see him but I am feeling he is close to me ! May be in the kitchen ?
I went in the kitchen.
And there he is !
Smiling at me... meaningfully !
" What's with the face ? "
I asked.
" What face ? "
Cedric asked smiling.
" That smiley face ! "
I pointed at his face.
" You found me ! "
Cedric said amused.
" Yes, where would you be ?
And I... "
I stopped talking and started wondering which words to use to make him believe me...
" You what ? "
Cedric pressed me to answer.
" I felt you were here and here you are !
What's happening ? "
I asked confused.
" The marking went right !
We are connected to eachothers.
You just need to focus on me to find me exactly. "
Cedric said grabbing my hand warmly.
" Ok... It's something... "
I found it tricky to do what he just said.
" Very easy.
You aren't just used to it.
Once you'll get used to it, it'll be all easy as breathing, don't worry. "
Cedric assured me.
And I trust him on that !
Well !
I've trusted him just like that before, but trusting whatever he says is like the right thing and not trusting feels so wrong !
Is that too the...
" Effect of marking ?
Yes, it is !
It's the same for me too.
The connection makes us trust our mate, do only the things which he/she would like, making his/her happiness our priority.
That's gonna make our relationship stronger. That's the reason the mates don't seperate their ways, because they think of their mate before themselves ! "
Cedric explained to me.
Sounds real.
My stomach grumbled.
Oh, I am starving !
" Obviously you are !
Our sexual encounters and three days of unconsciousness, you obviously are starving ! "
Cedric said grinning.
" You are kidding ! "
I said scoffing at his words.
Do he take me for a fool ?
" No, I am not !
Ask any butler in the villa and they'll tell you the same.
They were very worried about you sleeping this long and were trying to call the doctor, but I told them, we'll wait for today and then call the doctor.
And here you are awake and starving ! "
Cedric said.
" Did you called me ? "
I asked wondering.
" Now ? "
Cedric asked.
" No !
Like, were you calling out for me, when I was sleeping...
Unconscious ? "
I asked hesitantly for not wanting to make a fool of myself.
" Yes, I did !
Do you remember what I said ?
What did I do ? "
Cedric asked eagerly.
" Um...
Not really, but I think you talked to me and begged me to come to you ! "
I told him what I remembered.
" Excellent !
Our bond is stronger than I thought; as we are of completely different species !
But we connected more strongly than any wolves had ever connected to their mates ! "
Cedric happily and hugged me tight.