The more she could not control her imagination, the more Su Yuan would hate herself, hate her own weakness. She knew that Bai Yurou was behind all this, and the Bai family knew about it, but there was nothing she could do. She could not get justice for herself at all, and she even felt that she was meaningless. She was tormented by this pain every day. She had thought of committing suicide, but the moment the cold knife touched her wrist, she was afraid. She suddenly thought of her mother. If she were to die, what would happen to her mother? She would be very, very sad, right?
After she dispelled this thought, she began to try various ways to enrich her life. Yoga, working out, working overtime, and writing papers for others. In short, she did not let herself rest for a moment. Only by doing so would she not feel the pain.
