I'm exhausted.I'm tired of living here, but tired because my mind won't shut up!
Ever since I met that guy named Adam Smith, I can't seem to get him out of my head!I don't know why!
just because I could feel his "pain".
*Flashback*
"But I want to know why he is in pain. This was the first time in my life that I felt such curiosity toward someone.
There is a saying that I saw in him:
"We hide behind a fake smile to mask the pain, but sometimes we wish someone would look closely enough and see how broken we really are from the inside."
I felt like I could see his pain. "
*Flashback ends*
That sh*t doesn't make sense. Why would I think about him?
But the never-ending questions made me overthink about him and have been torturing me ever since.
He would come visit the palace sometimes, because their wedding was coming.
But for some reason, I always run away when I see him.
Monday morning:
"Miss Isenvor, sir, Adam Smith just came."
Could you please tell everybody that I'm not feeling well?"
Wednesday lunch:
Again,
"Miss Isenvor, sir, Adam Smith just came."
Me: " I'm going out today."
And I keep on lying and lying every time he comes. UNTIL..
I was in my bed, reading a book. UNTIL...
Nothing happens...
Nah, kidding.
Adam is in my room! I wanted to get up, but it was too late. He pinned me down on the bed and told me.
"Why are you hiding from me ~~?"
His voice is so deep and husky. But I couldn't show him that my heart was beating fast, so I said back:
" Always knock first on the door, dummy.~~" I said that while freeing myself from him.
At the door:
"Bad mannered kid! *tsk*" and I slammed the door.
I think I shocked him enough that he stayed about 30 minutes in my room.
My theory was confirmed by my helper.
And I don't know why, but my heart started to skip a beat.
TBC