"Why is this happening?"

"If I hadn't fallen asleep...all this wouldn't have happened?"

"I couldn't protect those I loved"

"I was not a good son...."

"Forgive me mother..."

"I'm an embarrassment to you"

After the explosion of my tank I only felt an overwhelming heat and a light so intense that it blinded my eyes.

"I guess it was my destiny to die"

"I wish I could fix my life and that of my brothers...."

Suddenly my eyes opened once more and before me was a blonde-haired woman, she had an excellent body but she looked a bit tired and next to her was a young man with black hair sitting next to her.

"Uh....who are they?..."

"....."

"........"

They started talking in some language that I didn't understand, maybe it was Japanese?

"........"

While they were talking, an elderly lady together with a young woman dressed as a servant with ashy hair, the lady approached me and carried me as if it were a toy.

"I guess now I'm an invalid who can't move on my own"

My surprise was capital when I moved my right arm trying to reach the old woman, my hand was totally small like a newborn.....

"At least it's better than being useless"

3 months after this, I have the possible theory that I have been reincarnated and now I am a baby, I did not realize this when I took a bath and saw my reflection in the water.

My now "new parents" gave me the impression of being too young, they were probably 25 or 24 years old, being older than me by 6 years difference, I was a little envious that they could be having children at such a young age. .

"And I didn't even have a girlfriend..."

"Well who really cares..."

I am worried about knowing where I am, since in this place there are no electronic devices, stoves or anything like that, nor do they have weapons which seems strange to me being in times of war, also the clothes and utensils for common use were quite rustic .

Another thing I appreciate is keeping my memories in their entirety as it helps to know many things that a baby would not know.

"I guess it's normal for them to hide their weapons"

"Still, I am concerned that they are not protected from shelling and Russian infantry attacks."

I am terrified of having to see the death of my new family again... that never again.....

4 more months passed, which had helped me to understand in depth the language of the place, thanks to my native language, German, and my vague knowledge of English and Japanese, it has been possible for me to decipher my family's conversations.

I also managed to recover motor skills in my hands and legs, during the first months of my birth I was worried that I would not be able to walk again, but those thoughts disappeared when I started to crawl.

"Ah...I missed the feeling of having my feet on the ground..."

I liked to crawl around and look around me through a nearby window, which I accessed by placing one chair after another or with the help of my so-called "grandmother."

"Honey, don't you think it's strange that Bladwyn spends hours by the window"

"It is normal for a child to explore and be dismayed at the outside world"

Thanks to being able to crawl, I undertook an exploration of the entire house of my parents, it was a large complex despite being made of wood and tiles, it had three floors which were divided into 8 individual rooms, in addition to the fact that my grandmother had a maid which one he liked to "chat" with me every time he found me on my adventures through the rooms of the house.

One day I managed to escape from the kitchen, which was near the backyard. I realized that I was in a village that I had never seen on the maps of the barracks, it did not look like places like Amsterdam or Blokzijil.

The place was extremely rural, I saw some families working in vegetable and fruit gardens, I looked for some sign of technology in the place, but I was not successful.

"Ah...how miserable not to have any electronic devices..."

After my disappointing search, I made my way to the front yard while hearing strange phrases I had never heard before and little explosions.

"I wonder what they do there"

"What the hell...."

When I finally reached the yard, I was amazed to see my father holding a silver colored stick as a ball of water came out of it and hit the ground.

"That's even possible....!"

"Oh no....."

I was forced to crawl as fast as possible as my father's water explosion generated a shower of debris.

I managed to sneak through that mess and enter the room, while I kept walking I heard my grandmother talking to her maid.

"Hmmm, what are those two going to do?"

"They're probably talking about girl stuff"

I began to climb the stairs that seemed eternal, because three floors were not very easy, when I finally arrived they were accommodating a huge number of books.

"Finally...some distraction"

"Little master, what are you doing here?

The maid Mary managed to find me after a few minutes of following me, she seemed worried but when she looked at the bruises on my arms and legs, and a small wound on my face, her expression changed even more.

"Oh dear, let me help you young master"

I hadn't noticed the bruises on my body, I guess trying to run away from my father's witchcraft.

"Well..here we go...."

"Oh goddess, heal our wounds and allow us to live another day in this world, HEAL"

"You seriously think that asking a goddess for a miracle she will fulfill it.... a wound does not heal with miracles but with medicine..."

Suddenly, Mary's hands began to emit a faint green light, and the bruises disappeared in a short instant.

"But what...."

"Ah...I guess my old skills haven't disappeared."

My brain began with its ridiculous theories about what happened while my grandmother carried me in her arms to the kitchen where my mother was.

"Magic, swords, there is no electricity, the house is made of wood, there are no modern gadgets or firearms...what is going on?"

"Bladwyn is very naughty"

"Why does mother-in-law say so?"

"Mary found it on the third floor while we were cleaning the library"

"It's normal for a child to be naughty, I'd be worried if he wasn't"

While my grandmother told my pranks my father opened the door while hugging my mother.

"Passing dear?"

"Nothing, just your mother is telling me that Blad is very naughty, she discovered him on the third floor while they were cleaning the library"

"It's normal for him to do it, he's a child, although I'm surprised he managed to get up there"

"I'm worried about what could hurt"

"Don't worry, he'll be fine, and if something happens to him I'll use magic to heal him"

After this my father hugged my mother and began to kiss her.

"Ah...great and I have to look at this."

After a few days I began to fully understand my parents' conversations, I heard them talking about some places, countries and places that do not belong to the European map.

This is no longer a possibility, it is very certain that I am no longer on the Earth that I know, it reassures me to know that war does not exist in this place although I have no news of my brothers and the battalion.

This world of magic and swords is now my new home and I will enjoy it to the fullest.

"My life was hell..... I deserve to be happy and live a full life..."

"Sorry brothers, I'll look for you someday...."

The death and abandonment of my old parents, the enormous sacrifice we made to live... the damn war that destroyed half a continent....

I will live in the way that I was denied in my past life, with my knowledge and experience, maybe I will achieve my dreams and be happy... Someday