then after the phone call which i didnt attend, one day mikey came home i was sitting in the terrace and i saw mikey come out from her car i have mak my mind and rapidly go to my room and put the nw dress which was already laying in ok position in the dressing board, then make my self in good position and thats was for mikey i wnt to show them that i am alright and in good halth so what i want to tell her she feel it, then my room door was knocked and mikey speaks ghani are you in i said ys come in, when i saw mikey its look like me i have a new soul in my body and full energy and my love was on full peack but i have to bear this, so its like a punish for me and its like that some one put out soul from me, but i have to face it, mikey she wasso angry on me and she told me ghani where was you from last 2 months, i said mikey plase sid then we discuss it she was sit down near me, i told her the whole fake story which i was created by myself and fake.
shortly i describe here that one of my couision was ill from a month so ii went theree for look her. she is so innocent and beautiful etc, mikey reply me i dont listen her name before from you now how she come in t story i told her infect she lives irelnd and not near so both families come to meet each other rarely, any how tell me about you how are you she tll me yes i am fine , then she speak ok now you are looking good now what did you think about our engagement. ghani replay mikey darling why are you in su hurry, lets see in future, but she was come in anger and speak to me ghani what happend to you this was your big wish and mine also to marry with ech other then whats happened now, when you came back from your couision home i feel like this you have some change you are not like this as you before, then she put her feet on the floor of my room and went out from their.
after she went i wept like child and i have closed my room. i thought that what i did with mikey she loves me a lot but what i can do with my luck my God knows well and he will do some good for me, then a slep after a few hour when i wke up i saw my mobile a lot of calls of mikey on my mobile, then i call mikey she ttend my phone call she told me now you have time to attend my phone call, i told her darling i am so sorry on my behaviour infect i want to tell you something i will come tomarrow at your home then i will tell you.
next ay at evening i go on mikey home, mikey is doing wait of me, mikey mom was also at home and their brother and sisters was also at home, mikey take me in her bedroom,she ask me whats wrong with you ghani, i tell her mikey firstly make promise with me that you will listen my words carafully ok, she speak ok tell me, i told her that when i went to my couision home at ireland there something happend my couision which have name roma and she is blind by birth she perposed me for merriage, my uncle have only one child and roma is her only daughter, my uncle did a lot of help of my familyin past and he was also make a reqest to me for marry with roma ,so i accept their request because she was very poor and innocent who will do te merry with her so i have decided to screfiece for her.
when mikey listen this she start wept again loudly i was frigetened and ask mikey plase dont cry and once think that you are so beutiful and intelegent and good girl and on the other side she is spcial child our God tell us to always be kind with poor and needy persons, mikey tell me ghani why you ? any other person should be, and whats about my love and your promoses etc, i told mikey listen to me my love, you are right saying but it dosnt mean that you love with someone and then you will merry her, love is the relation of soul i love you and love you in my whole life.
then i said mikey to good by and tell her that she is my good friend and alwys be, and when ever you need me come to me and i hope that you will understand me, then i came back home, during the way back to home i have my feelings bad again vomiting come to me and i thought that i have need to reach hospital soon. after the reach on hospital dr admit me on emergency and ask me for dialysis, i call my mom to come in hospital, dr s told my mom that ghani have their condition to verse day by day and you have to need the arrange the kidney from your family or some body donate you. any how after my treatment i came home, after some time when i feel better my mom ask me ghani yesterday you went on mikey home then what happen , i told her the whole story, mom say oh its to bad for mikey bt what you can do son this was better for mikey.
she feel sorrow form mikey and my parents was sad for me i know it and looking on their faces, but he cant do any thing except wait try for kidney donor. day were passing after two months mikey call me on my cell and i attend the phone call, mikey tell me that their parents are doing arrange her marriage with one of my family cousin with me he also like me and dong very good job, i told my parents that i cant do marriage now but they force me to do, what can i do, i told hr mikey your parents doing this for you, mikey told me ghani i cant face any one to be a my husband without you it is not possible, i said mikey my love i love you to much but i m doing Mary also with some one without you, so you can do God will give you a lot of happiness in your life then i switched off my cell phone and this time i cry for a lot of time and pray to God that oh God merciful help me and give a miracle that every thing should be alright and i find my life and love again.
then on normally i have passing my days my medically fitness went down day by day, my parents arrange donor also but my kidney dose,NT match with any one, i make my mind that i am near to die, one day i thought that many months passed mikey is not did call me, may be she married so that why she is not calling me or some any other reason. but i was satisfied that she was doing forgot me, and with this i have rest in my soul, and this day i have phone call and she asked me that she decided to marry with my cousin and next sunday you will also come on my marriage and i will waiting of you and you will come with your family and its my wish that at this time you will face me,and i see you, promise me ghani that you will come and if you will not come i will deny from marriage at that time, i told her ok mikey if you asking me i will come dont worry. mikey once again said to me ghani what are you whats happened with you once time when you did not saw me you was not satisfy and you have your position like a bird who are in the cage and flattered. i ask her that was the time but time was not be same always my love any how i will come and see you soon, then i did off her call.
mikey did not know what happen to me i die daily and live daily with this pain that mikey who is my life and this life i am giving by my hand to some one. i told my mom that ask father about the mikey marriage and we will go there. mom says ok son i told your father about this. i went on the terrace i was looking that on this time moon was on full brightens but his brightens was not looking shiny feelings wind were blowing but not feeling well, every thing i was looking dull and fade outside without mikey there was nothing to see out side now i have just waited for my life end.