Tomorrow is a decisive day for me, where the final decision is what I need to make. As a step in the right direction, I was careful not to hurt anyone. But in the end, there was a woman who didn't accept me to choose that, which I still wouldn't necessarily choose. She is Livia Sarasvati, Andre's sister.
Evan's offer was a good one for me. I can go back to being a pro again and get back on that stage. But, if I accept that, I'm tantamount to betraying myself, who had rejected that one year ago. It's like you found the same hole as one year ago, which is for sure that you know what's inside the hole.
Before I parted from him, Sinta's father, once said, "Indonesian people rarely show their talent, even if they do exist, it's rare for anyone to take care of it and want to support it. If companies were to start from scratch, by supporting talented people, many talented Indonesians would have been exported abroad. In the end, those with talent must bury the talent, and earn nothing!"
